Sad and bad

Broken

I have no way to ease my pain and I'm going insane. Someone save me from this monster world I live in. I just want on of my own. Just for me and you.
   I'm never happy since you left. I don't know why is happens. I still blame myself for the reason you left. You called me perfect, beautiful, and amazing. I was a porcelain doll, you played with me broke me then got bored of me.
I still wish I could see the days I'm with you. You said what we had would be forever and you lied. There is no such thing as forever. Now I don't believe in love. You made me like this. I'm done. Goodbye.