you get to a point in a relationship where you just want to turn around and walk the other way.
today i want to walk away, i want to start my life fresh again with myself and only myself.
but do i really though? i have this handsome man that sleeps next to me, that makes me breakfast, lunch and dinner, this handsome man that kisses me goodnight, who just knows when all i need is a hug.
this amazing man makes me, me.
he gives me a feeling no other can do, he makes me laugh till i cry without even trying. just hearing his adorable laugh or seeing his perfect smile is enough for me, for me to remember that this is all i need.
to hear that adorable laughing, to see his gorgeous smile, to feel his arms around me, just to tell me everything is going to be okay.
because all i need is just okay.
i guess it's some sort of safe word?
so today isn't the day i turn my back and walk away, because this man has to much of me, to much of my heart still.
i just want us to be us, to be each other's best friend again, to be able to remember how much we actually love each other before we say them nasty words, or to act out on our anger.
I CAN'T turn my back on him.
because boy do i love that man.
