When Dan saw the video, he was completely and utterly shattered like his heart was suddenly smashed by the hammer of impending doom that was constantly looming. Dan didn't eat, he didn't sleep. He didn't go on social media. He just lay in his bed and cryed for days on end. Phil would leave him food trays that he didn't touch and kind words to which he didn't respond but Phil wasn't hurt by dans distance from reality as Phil has seen it all before. Dan was slipping into that dark hole once again and Phil knew knew it Dan knew it but no one talked about it. Dan seemed to be whithering away. After another two weeks Dan moves but doesn't talk and eats very little, Phil is mainly back to normal with social media and YouTube and one windy night Phil was doing a younow and everyone was spamming to get Dan. "Dan !" He called. Dan walked in and saw the laptop instantly covering his face so Phil covered the lense "they want to see you" Dan sighed and motioned to his pale blotchy skin with deep eye bags under his bloodshot eyes "please you look fine" Dan sighed giving in as Phil uncovered the lense. Dan waved
No offence but you look awful Dan
Are u ok Dan!.?
"I " his voice was horse and crokey from lack of use . "I I I'm f f fine g g g guys" lies.
U don't look fine mate
"J just t t tired"more lies.
Dan left a little while later his thoght dry and burning but he went to his room and lay on his large bed sighing he didn't want people to worry , all he wanted was to stare at his white ceiling and for no one to care. He didn't want to be so ones problem , he wondered if this was what Jess had felt she did say something about that they should be celebrating . Maybe just maybe.
-Surrey its short guys I didn't really kno what to write next chapter should be better xx-Amelia
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