Breathing tubes& fixed hearts.

Grief.

Ella's pov.

I decided to ditch school for the week because I wasn't in the mood for much of anything. I know that the kids in my school are going to find out. All I can think of in-between crying sessions & thinking of my mother is Blake. God do I miss that boy. I'm going back on Friday so I can see him again. Maybe he can cheer me up. I sat around my house all day in sweats. It's October so I'm comfy & not sweaty. It's like perfect sweater weather. Soon enough it will be Halloween & thanksgiving. Then Christmas. I can't stand the thought of not having my mom for any of these holidays. The funeral is going to be Saturday night. So while all the other seniors are partying I'll be at a funeral home with my depressed family & my mothers friends. As selfish as I sound I almost want to ditch it. Maybe I'll do something after to lighten my spirits.

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I glanced at my clock. 8:43 pm I cringed. I honestly hate that time now. The woman's voice rings in my head. "Time of death 8:43pm." I lay in bed & stare at the ceiling like depressed people in movies. I don't see why the do it because it's just pissing me off. Tomorrow I'm going to paint things on my ceiling so I don't have the urge to punch it because it's plain white & boring. (My ceiling slopes so I can reach most of it just in case you were wondering.) I'm honestly bored out of my mind. I need a way to entertain myself. Just then a text buzzed in. I secretly hoped it was my mother. Nope.

J: hey el how are you doing?

WAIT HOLD UP IS HE BEING NICE?!

Me: I'm not gonna lie. I feel like shit.

J: aw poor babe. Well do you want to cheer up?

Me: boy do I!

J: haha alright babe get ready. We're gonna have some fun tonight.

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20 minutes later jake pulled up to my drive way carrying roses. Why roses? He knocked on the door & I opened it hesitantly. "Ma lady your chariot awaits." He said in a funny British accent as he pointed to his beaten up Chevy pick up truck. Then I giggled at him. "Do you know why it's a pick up truck ma lady?" He asked me quizzically. "You use it to pick up girls right?" I answered. "Wow on to me quick eh? You're right, but I've never picked up one as perfect as you." I slightly blushed. "You must use that on all the girls." I smirked. "Just you. " he said proudly. Then he mumbled very slightly," & Kate & Jess & Ashley & Cassie &" I cut him off. "Okay I get it. A lot! Way to make me feel special." He just smirked "bad boys do bad things."he said. I chuckled "that bad boy isn't doing any bad things to me." He snorted slightly & mumbled "they won't be to you. They'd be with you." I blushed slightly & let an awkward silence fill the air. I don't even want to be thinking of being with someone who's been around. Nasty.

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We pulled into a drive in movie theater & I caught a glimpse of someone familiar. He didn't have a car. He was just sitting cross legged next to a speaker. I excused myself quickly," uhm... Do you mind jake?" He glanced & me and waved me off. I sat down next to Blake & put my arm around his shoulder lightly. He jumped a bit. "Oh I'm sorry. I didn't mean to frighten you." He just glanced at me & smiled. "Hey Rapunzel." I blushed. Then he said something else quietly. "But you're too pretty to be a Disney princess." Then I felt a soft thing pressed against my cheek.

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