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Part 1: Decietful bliss

"Hannah, didn't I tell you not to talk to boys? And don't get in a car with a boy unless you feel comfortable!" My dad hates me being with a guy and talking to one over five seconds. Especially Justin I can see why the first impression wasn't the greatest. I can't blame my dad for thinking so, Justin acts as if he's flirting all the time! He's very protective of boys all dads are, but my dad is to the point where he won't allow me to talk to them! If he had enough money, I would've been thrown in an all girl school immediately.

"Dad..."I groan.

"I told you to wait for me at the school, didn't I?"

"Yeah, but I was hungry!"

"I wouldn't have asked you to stay there if I wasn't going to be there for long." I groan again.

"Dad, I swear, Justin is a friend!" I emphasize the friend word to him.

"That's how it starts, I don't want you focussing on boys! You're in school to learn, not to have boyfriends!" I slam my head in the back of my seat, Little does he know I already had three boyfriends. But it was hard! Even though he didn't know he was always making sure I'm not chatting with a guy! I had to save them under girl names! I talked on the phone outside of the house. Eventually I gave up on dating, specifically when one tore my heart by cheating on me. I was more frustrated than hurt. That's when I decided to not date for a while, I slump on the couch and sit there until dad calls for dinner.

"So how was school?" He adds after more moments of silence, Ugh kill me! I stab my fork into the pork chop,

"Boring dad."

"You always say that if you want me to believe you, at least change your answer once in a while." Sometimes I just want to slam my head on the table for these dinners.

"Dad, I'm not feeling well I'm going to take a nap," I spat out dropping my fork. I'm about to climb up the stairs,

"Oh, no you don't! What about your homework!" He calls over as I'm about to climb up the stairs!

'"DAD I'M PMSING!!!!" His eyes are wide and he's now speechless. I stomp up the stairs,

"Oh, uh have a nice nap sweetie." He calls again, He just wanted me to stay so he could interrogate me! Phew what a day, isn't it always? I sprawl out on my bed, my heart skips a beat when I see a notification from Noah.

"Hey Han what's up?" EEEEE! I rapidly text back.

"Nothing just chilling" I send a smiley emoji along with it. Gasp, was that too much? Gasp, I should've sent the simple smiley emoji! Not the one with the blush! Gasp, what if he thinks I'm blushing? Gahhh! He's not answering! He read the message! Oh! No! I stare intensely at my phone, just answer back already! AHHHH, he's typing! Wait don't answer! I don't want to know!

"Same." Maybe he's not realizing it! Or he's avoiding the fact I sent him a smiley blush emoji. Either way if I don't respond back then It would be awkward.

"So sorry about the beach trip Lola doesn't want guys around when she scopes for a boyfriend." And send, oh no! I hope he doesn't think that I want him to be my boyfriend! Gahhh! That's not what I meant!

"It's cool I get it besides ur making it up to me" My heart, I didn't think he was serious about our own get together. Should I? I would love to hang with him, but I don't want to trick myself into thinking there's anything more.