The Runaway Alpha ~ Brayn Short Story

Chapter 10: Trish

I am not surprised that he is mad, disappointed and ashamed of me, I am as well. I am everything he said I am. A coward and I am spineless. My Goddess how can I let a man take my kids away from me? How can I choose a greedy bastard over my beautiful daughters.

I am dying with guilt everyday because of what I allowed to happen. How I was so stupid and weak that I let someone decide that my daughters didn't deserve to live. I should've faught him with everything I had until my last breath, I should've killed for my daughters. Now I'm never getting them back.

I walked to the entrance of the kitchen and watched as my granddaughter hug a woman that just walked in with Jordan and Lilly. He looks about the same age as me, so I'm guessing that must be Karen.

I look as she goes around the table giving everyone kisses on their temples with my granddaughter still in her arms. She went to sit down and I saw the little boy run to her and sit next to her. It looks like everyone loves her.

I walked into the kitchen to make myself something to eat but as soon as I walked in, all conversation seized and the happy atmosphere vanished. The tensionwas so thick that you can cut it with a hot sharp, knife.

"Hi, I'm Karen." Karen said with a smile on her face, now she has both my granddaughter and the little boy oh her lap. I want to hate this woman for stealing my baby and granddaughter, but there's no one to blame but myself.

"Hi, I'm Trisha, Zayn's mother." I replied lowly but I know she heard me.

"You're not my mother." Zayn spat out and I have to admit, that hurt.

"Zayn!" Karen scolded and looked at Zayn with a lot of disappointment but Zayn still glared at me. "Apologise."  Her disappointment came through in her voice and Zayn's heard snapped to her.

"Sorry." He said sincerely, but I have a feeling that the apology is for disappointing her more than it is for me. She really is a  mother figure to my boy.

"It's okay." And suddenly, I didn't want food anymore. I turned around and walked out. I overhead Karen scolding Zayn some more about how words hurt.

I walked out and went straight to the cells. The guards let me in after I agreed for one of them to accompany me. Apparently everyone thinks I will break him out. Yeah right! I am finally free of this man!

"Have you convinced your son to let me go?" He asked with no feeling at all. No regret, nothing.

"No." I simply answered.

"Well have you come to help me escape?" He asked again impatiently.

"No." I answered again.

"Then what the hell are you doing here?" He asked.

"I just came to look at you. To see the big man that bullied everyone to get his way, even his own mate. Zayn has a daughter you know and he doesn't want me anywhere near her. Instead some woman is in my kitchen and she is a mother to my son and a grandmother to my granddaughter. You have no idea how much I hate you for what you did to me and my children. But don't worry, I don't hate you as much as I loath myself. I hope you are happy." I say before I turn around and leave the cell.

"Thank you." I say to the guard that was with me. He only nods and goes back to his post. "Wait! Can you call everyone to the great hall at noon?" I ask after he looks at me.

"I'll inform the Alpha." He said curtly before continuing on his way to his post.

I nodded to myself before going straight to my room. I took a shower before before putting on the most beautiful robe I have. I then lightly put on make up, as natural as possible, before I went to the shrine that I have in my room and prayed to the Moon Goddess like I always do.

At noon, I was on stage, kneeling on a mat still in my robe. It seems the short, blonde young man that was with Zayn this morning knew what is happening because I heard him yell out that the kids must be removed from the building in a panicked voice.

"Hey Trish," the blonde  young man said to get my attention. "My name is Niall and I am the White Wolf. I know what you're thinking but that isn't the right decision." Ha! This little boy thinks I'm stupid enough to believe he is The White Wolf? Okay, I'll humour him.

"But it is, Your Majesty." I mocked him. "I have committed treason by killing my daughters. I have killed the future Alpha of this pack." I said to everyone.

I heard gasps as I know people didn't know about my abortions. I picked up the wolf's bane laced dagger on the mat.

"Put the dagger down." The dagger dropped from my hand as my wolf aknowledged the command from my Alpha... but that's not my Alpha. The little boy really is the White Wolf? "You will not kill yourself."

"I'm sorry Alpha, but I deserve punishment for all the sins I have done. This is the only way to repent." I said as I took the knife and ran it through my chest and into my heart.

I looked at my son who has a blank expression on his face and whispered an "I'm sorry." Before I collapsed.

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