Billionaire's Arms ( It's You ~ Jung Hoseok )

19 Where do broken hearts go?

JHope POV:

I was giving my car key to the valet guy when suddenly I saw Khae walking inside going to the ball with my business rival Kim Kai.

I know clearly that it is her because she wasn't wearing her mask yet and I heard Kai call out her name.

I was in shocked but most likely I was hurt by the scene. They look so close to each other and Kai helding her hand to his arms is not helping.

I was so angry. Why are you doing this Park Khae? The last time I remember I was begging for you to come back, but you doing this now, I regret all of that. I regret the times I wasted sulking over a broken heart and this is what I will see the next time you appear in my life again?

This is unfair. I never intended to take you earlier in the ball with me but it just feels right, it just happen. I cannot control myself. What witchcraft is this you are using on me? 

I felt like I wanted to punish you for hurting and betraying me. 

I've been watching you the whole night and you look like you are having fun while I was watching you like a creepy old man. I shooed away all the girls that come to flirt with me. I was not in the mood!

I saw you walking to the ladies room so I know that's my cue. Now you're here. I don't know what happen just now but I felt really guilty when you cried. I just couldn't see that. It hurts me.

But I am still angry. I shouldn't waste a chance, now you are going away again. I need answers. I need to close this so I can move on. I need to know why do I feel like this. Do I still have the same feelings for her or it is just lust because once in my life you fill my bed and responded to my warm hugs.

I saw you walking to the car with the driver so I quickly ran. I was standing behind the bench in the garden that's facing the parking area.

Khae!!! I shouted. You looked at me. I caught your eyes. You looked confused.

Can we talk upstairs? 

You agreed.

We're back in my room now and you were sitting in the couch. I was standing and walking back and forth.

What do you want to talk about Hoseok? I'm giving you 15 minutes because I need to go home. 

...........................

Hoseok then sat beside her in the couch, hold her hand and look her in her eyes intently. 

I didn't really want to talk. I just want to do this.......... And he kissed her softly, gently, passionately.

She was shocked in an instant but she couldn't move to push him. Her body felt relaxed with the familiar kiss. She never knew that she long for it. Next thing she know, she was responding to the kiss.

Hoseok moan softly.... Then he pulled out. We talk after this baby ok.. He said in his husky voice.

Khae closed her eyes as a response. She don't understand but her body says yes while her mind is raising red flags in total disagreement.

He carried her and place her on top of the bed gently. 

Hoseok was on top of her and slowly taking off her clothes one by one. She felt the cold breeze coming from the air con. But Hoseok make her feel the warmth from his embrace.

Skin to skin, they were both naked. Just looking at each others eyes. Then he lower his gaze to her lips and slowly occupied the space between them.

Once again for the longest time, they shared a passionate love making in the same bed that happened 3 years ago. The bed that took out her virginity. The bed that open the whole world for her to see.