• Dolan twin Imagines •

rejected| part 2

Y/n
P.O.V
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The sound of people crying and the absence of Grayson bugging me constantly is gone, Along with his perfect soul to make people happy.

The air is gloomy and everyone is listening to his mom talk into the microphone, saying the words she spent all weekend to write just for his funeral.

"my dearest grayson, my precious son whom is now gone and with our beloved God. His soul will be fairly missed and he knows we love him so much, he was just 18 years old and making comedy videos with his lovely brother. He was goofy, smart, and loved to make other people happy, but he was lost so soon..we will always remember you son." Her voice break at the end.

I felt guilty, like I was the cause of his death. I was the last person he talked to before his suicide, I had turned him down because I listened to what everyone said and thought he was asking me out through a dare, only to learn if it was real or not.

I should've given him a chance and he wouldn't have been gone, why did I yell at him?

"Y/n, I have something for you.." Ethan stood in front of me with a gold envelope in his hand, I took it and smiled at him.

He gave a weak smile and left to where his family was,

Dear y/n,

As you can tell, I asked you out today and you obviously said no to me.
Why wouldn't you? I'm a wreak and nobody loves me because I wasn't worth it, if you didn't guess yet..I didn't ask you out on a dare.
Ethan has always told me to take risks and I did, I asked you out because I've loved you since the third grade but you've never noticed.
When you said that my life was sad that's when I realized that you Were right, my life is sad and I did what anyone else would do if they were depressed. Although your smile would lighten up my day in a second but when you looked mad at me,I felt my heart break and couldn't help but feel angry at myself.
I didn't know what I did but that's when I figured out that you listened to what everyone else said, and that was to knock girls up and leave them.
That was false and I thought you would have understood, but you didnt. That's the worse part because I knew I was afraid of love and got my heart broken from a girl who didn't love me back or never would.
I'm sorry if I have you the wrong idea, you are my world and I love you out of anyone I know. Thank you for giving me little moments to forget my depression and filling me with love when I felt like I wasn't loved.

Yours truely,
Grayson..

I messed up,
Badly!

I made a guy kill himself because I rejected him and also yelled at him, gosh I'm so fucking stupid.

Ethan knew all along, he knew Grayson loved me but didn't say anything. But he barely decided to give me this letter now!?

I'm so fucking dumb,
I made Grayson commit suicide and it's all my fault.

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