• Dolan twin Imagines •

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I stayed at my stupid desk with my stupid homework sitting in front of me being complicated as shit.

I don't even know why we have homework if we're not even getting credit for it all. I work my ass off for homework which I work on for hours in my room on a chair that numbs my butt.

Ethan is at some place with his brother and isn't getting back until 6pm which sucks! I've been studying for school, making sure to clean the apartment, do the laundry,and collect Ethan work also.

With no breaks except sleep when I need to.

I order dinner every night because I have no motivation for cooking, I miss Ethan and cry almost every night.

Honestly I want to fucking die.

I pushed my homework away from me and angrily gripped my hair in my hands, I felt my eyes water and suddenly I was having a panic attack.

My troat felt like it was closing up, my eyes were blury, and my body felt like collapsing to the ground.

My cries got bigger and louder the more it was triggered.

Soon enough I heard a door open and someone gasp, they fell to the floor and cradled me into their arms while I cried. The smell was familiar and the touch brung a sudden warmth, I felt my panic attack slowly fade away and I rested my head in their lap

My eyes got tired and I soon felt myself falling asleep..

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I felt someone brush my hair away and quiet hum a beautiful song, I fluttered my eyes open and was met with these beautiful hazel eyes.

They were a honey brown and glistening from the sunset, he smiled and kissed my forhead.

"Hello princess, how are you feeling?" I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion and his eyes softened.

"I walked into the room because I heard crying and you were having a panic attack my love, I stayed here with you while Grayson went back to the show..I just couldn't leave you and when I found you on the floor I got worried so I stayed with you." He softly said and I felt my eyes water once again.

"Don't cry baby.." he wiped my tears away and I couldn't help but snuggle into him.

"Your my love and I couldn't have done this without your help Ethan." I sniffle and he just lifts my head up to kiss my lips.

I kissed back and he pulled me closer, my body warming up from his body warmth.

We stayed like that until we both fell asleep..

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It Tuesday and I'm really hype, the new video was amazing and how Ethan thought gray wasn't going to be a perfessional for living in the wild was hilarious 😂

Anyways so this is my update because since I did my homework already I'm just going to give you guys a update because I love you guys more then anything ♡

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