• Dolan twin Imagines •

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Hey guys,

So I just wanted to say that I haven't really been active and it's only because I haven't been feeling myself, literally I hate life right now because I feel like a joke.

I noticed that I've been trying to hard to impress my friends and I'm trying to hard to impress my mom with my singing skills.

I've always wanted to be a singer, actress, dancer, model, and writer since I was very small but now I just feel pressured into it. My mama said that it's only because she doesnt want me to end up like her and not go for my dreams but I feel like I'm failing her in everything.

She doesn't know about the problems that happened at school and she doesn't know about the cutting, I don't really talk much and I don't really eat much.

She doesn't know because she going through things herself and I felt like as if I was a burden to her, she's hurting and my mama is having liver problems.

My dad is having heart problems and I don't know what to do, I'm mad at both of them because I feel like there getting taken away from me so soon.

My parents are everything to me and when I heard that they were having problems with different parts of their body, I cried myself to sleep in my room.

I don't know how to control my feelings and my heart is broken into pieces right now, I don't know if I'm going to update or take a break but I'll find out later.

I wanted to update today but I don't even know if I'm in the mood anymore..

Sorry for the rant,
I love you❤

•Mia