On the Edge of Love *on hold*

I love you

*Noah's POV*

 

Izzy and I left not long after Aiden had come home, just to let Jordan try to talk to him. The day soon became a lazy one, allowing us to slightly relax knowing everything was kind of okay. Other than what Aiden is going through. Since we had arrived home, we have been sat on the couch together.

 

"Noah?" I look down responding with a slight hum "What's your favorite memory from when we were little?"

 

It took me back slightly. The last time memory was brought up... I dont even want to think about it. Memories run through my head. To pick one? Thats hard, but there has to be one.

 

"I guess... we had to have been in like 3rd or 4th grade, and our moms took us apple picking. The orchard was so small, so they sent us off, because no matter where we had gone, they could see us. We had been told to stay together, probably to make it easier for them, but there was no way I was leaving you alone here, even if you could be seen. So I grabbed your hand and we ran off with bags for our pickings in hand. Every now and then our moms would look over, but we knew better than to leave. Even at that age. Eventually they call us back, and we trudge over with our backs filled with apples. Both our moms were shocked, needless to say, we had a lot of apples through the week. But man was it fun. Or maybe it was the time you were at my house and I tried to teach you skateboard in like 7th grade. Needless to say it didn't work, but god, you were determined. You tried for a good two hours, but you couldn't quite get the hang of it. So mom called us in and we had grilled cheese and played some video game till your dad picked you up. You never really tried again even though you wanted too. I could always see it in your eyes when you saw my board, but you never asked. Or maybe when-" I was cut of by sniffling and Izzy gripping me tighter "Hey..."

 

"No no, please keep going" She looks up at me expectantly, so I wrap my arm around her and continue.

 

"Maybe it was when we put together our own little circus. You had done gymnastics for like two or three years so you were an 'acrobat' and I learned how to juggle from my dad. And then we set up lawn chairs and faced them towards each other and laid down some spare lumber we found, god knows where, and connected it. You learned to do some tricks on it, and we just went crazy. I found a couple old sheets and we connected them to trees making a makeshift tent. We gathered all of our parents and my little sister. Speaking of parents we should have dinner with them sometime, I'm sure they would love to see you." She snuggles into me and laughs in agreement, " Anyway, they all cheered and Harper, who was like one or two at the time, loved it! She just giggled and clapped and was screaming. When we finished we both bowed and Harper had wiggled free from moms grip and started to run over. You know how us Parkers are some of the clumsiest people ever, so she obviously tripped. This put a slight damper on the day, but she was fine. More scared than anything. But to cheer her up, we did some tricks again, which worked flawlessly. So she, successfully, ran over again and started dancing around and jumping till we had to go in for dinner. Although maybe it was the first time I saw you again. Maybe we weren't little but still. Maybe even our first kiss. I dont even know. I just love you so much, I love everything we do together. Even when we fight I love you, it doesn't matter, because I know after that storm of words, I still love you after. Thats what love is, its like, no matter what happens, you still love them. Yeah, you may not like them at the moment, but that doesn't take away from the fact that you do love them. Its kind of like a star. You may not see it, but its always there. Right? You just have to trust its there, because if it isn't what else do you know? But, there is no need to trust it, because you know it. There is never a day that I doubt my love for you Isabelle. Sure I get mad, and carried away, but that in no way lessens my love for you. Its always there, just like the stars. It can always be seen somewhere... Sorry, I'm rambling now."

"God, Noah, I love you. I love you so much." She quietly whispers with small tears falling down her cheeks. I pull her closer to me and kiss her just thinking about how damn perfect she is. I can never see a world without her. I can't live in a world like that. She just means so much to me. With her I grow steady, and no matter how hard I tried, I never could say exactly what she means to me, until now. Well, almost. I can never quite explain how I feel. All I know is she makes me so happy, happier than anyone I can think of. I can honestly see myself spending my life with her, and I don't quite know how to deal with that. She has known me for less than a year, I can't just tell her that. I would like to, but I wont. Ugh now I'm rambling in my head. I just have to focus on today, who knows if she will love me tomorrow or next year. Today is all the matters.

Authors Note

Hey guys! So I am still here XD I just recently finished school, and with finals and all I was quite stressed. Since I am finally on summer break, I will be updating a lot more often, I promise! I know there are people that love this story, and it would really really help me out if you shared with friends! I am so thankful for all of you. I never expected to get 100 reads, let alone what I have, so thank you! Dont forget to vote or comment if you liked it, and share with friends! Thank you all so much, and see you soon! Goodbye cx