I ignored Kristoff's messages ever since that visit to the orphanage. Ang kapal ng mukha niya para i-deny na kilala niya ako! Well, siya naman ang hindi ko papansinin. Akala niya ha.
I was amazed on how I reacted the next day. Ni hindi man lang ako nakaramdam ng emotional pain. Parang pagkatapos kong nakausap si Jasper e umayos na ang pakiramdam ko. Maybe because I haven't felt anything for Kristoff. Sure, I did like him but sobrang kulang ng feelings ko para mag-turn iyon into something painful.
Buti na lang, hindi kami masyadong nagtagal. Buti na lang, I haven't fallen yet.
"Cassandra, are you ready?" Rosaline asked as she knocked on my door.
"I'll be down in a jiffy," I told her as I tied my shoes. Today was the night of the fashion show. I backed out from the fashion show. I'll just be going there to support Rosaline. Naisip ko na hindi rin ako makakapagtrabaho nang maayos if lagi kong nakikita si Kristoff, na laging companion ngayon ni Selene. I want to rip his face out. I want to dig my pencil into his eyeballs.
Yes, warfreak ako.
Also, Selene turned into a biatch. Gusto ko silang saktang dalawa. Magsama sila. A bitch and a douche. Nice combination, diba?
"Sayang talaga at di kita kasama ngayon, Cass. I want this to be our victory," sabi ni Rosaline sa akin nang nasa sasakyan na kaming dalawa.
"Ano ba, this is your success. Cheer up. This is not my loss. Marami pa akong invitations to other fashion shows. I don't think this is my 'it' moment yet," pag-eexplain ko. She just nodded.
As we entered the venue, sinalubong na agad kami ng press. Many asked kung bakit hindi ako kasali sa line of designers.
"This is my twin's moment. Let's not ruin it. Thanks." Iyan lang ang tangi kong sagot sa mga media tapos e didiretso sa tabi ni Rosaline.
Habang naghihintay for the show, biglang nagtext sa akin si Jasper.
Jasper:
Are you there?
Me;
Yes. Good luck :)
Jasper:
Sa harapan ka umupo. You have to see how handsome I am.
Natawa naman ako sa sinabi niya. Jasper can be adorable sometimes.
Me:
Is that even possible? Can you really get handsome?
Jasper:
You missed a word there, miss. I think you meant 'can you really get more handsome?'
