Stay With Me

Stay With Me: Part 6

You slowly walked over to the sofa looking down at your belly. You brought your hand to it and gently stroked it and whispered, "guess it's just you and me....I'm so sorry" a stray tear left your eye as you carefully lay down with your hand still on your stomach. You debated with yourself whether to watch TV or not. You decided you wouldn't just in case Zayn and the boys appeared for some reason. You sat up so you weren't lying down anymore. You guided your eyes around the room, staring at the kitchen, your bedroom and the dining room. Then, your eyes reached the bathroom as the cabinet with all your medicines in caught your eyes. You slowly stood up, not taking your eyes of the cabinet just like you were hypnotised and were being led around by someone. You reached the bathroom and opened the door and saw all the medicines and tablets that were in it. You picked up an orange tinted plastic tub with some pills in. You gently stroked the label with your thumb as you read the word 'paracetemol' you also saw how many you were allowed to take daily but you ignored it. You poured out the tablets into your hand, about 20 fell out. You felt that there wasn't enough but you didn't take any more out just incase you needed it for any other reason. You put 1 in your mouth and then placed your head under the tap because you couldn't be bothered to get a glass. You swallowed the tablet and then swallowed 4 more, forgetting about the tiny foetus that you were carrying in your own body. But as you placed the 6th tablet on your dry tongue you remembered the reason Zayn had left you for. You were carrying HIS baby... YOUR baby. You immediately stopped and slapped the tablet off your tongue. You felt so stupid and angry at yourself.

2 days later.

You hadn't been eating properly and you were starting to get seriously ill because tablets on an empty stomach, is NOT good although you felt like you just had a cold. Your friend had asked if you needed any company. You decided that some company would do you some good so you said she could come around to your house. She arrived an as she saw you her expression on her face scared you, a lot. She looked like she was going to cry. Instead she just grabbed your shoulders and looked you in the eyes and said, "what are you doing to yourself?" as calmly as she could.

"what do you mean?" you asked confused.

"you look terrible!!....I'm sorry, but you do!! Go eat something now!!" she warned you.

You walked into the kitchen slightly stunned at what your friend had jar said to you. You all of a sudden felt a sharp pain in your stomach. You collapsed to the floor, scared, crying, and screaming for your baby's life. Your friend rushed in to be by your side with fear clearly evident in her eyes. She grabbed her phone and rung the ambulance while you hysterically screamed and cried in the background.

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