Carl Grimes one shots

I trust you

A bit of a warning ⚠️ to mention of rape. (Just a warning)
Let's start!

I've been running from many things my whole life. My past, walkers, and people. I don't trust people after what they've done. I found a group. In a place called Alexandria. I made many friends since there are other communities that are running from Negan. I especially have a boyfriend called Carl. I loved Carl Grimes but there's something that I need to keep from him. Recently it has gotten out of hand.

Carl is very patient but he also wants to make a move and I just can't.

"Hey (Y/N)," Carl said as he entered the house we share. "Hi, what's up," I replied. "I wanted to talk to you about something," he started. I got scared as soon as he said that. "Well...uhhh...what is it?" I said. "Listen," pause "I know we've been dating for a while and I really want to take the next step in our relationship but you seem so strange when I do. I just want to know if you do too." I knew it. It was happening. I had to do it. He needs to know the true now.

"Look, Carl. There's something I've been meaning to tell you for a while now.....before I knew the group,before I knew what this world was, I was alone. One time I was running from these men that were chasing me, but I ran into a walker and it knocked me down. I killed it but the people that came got and they—" I chocked back a sob. "They did things to me and I didn't know how to tell anyone." Tears were coming down by now. I never told anyone. Carl looked heart broken. I suppose that if you keep something like that to the only person that has loved you throughout this whole thing, it must be emotional.

"I'm sorry for not telling you, it's just that no one ever noticed me or listened to me so I learned to just be quiet all the time" I said. He looked at me in disbelief, he then told me. "You should've told me earlier. Oh baby...how...old were you?" I think back to when the whole incident happened. "I was almost 11, I think..." I looked down because I was ashamed of what he might think of me, instead of doing nothing, he just hugged me and said, "If you ever need to talk about anything, I want you to know that you can always come and talk to me. I won't take our relationship any further if you don't want me to. No matter what happens I will always love you (Y/N)." I just simply replied.

"I love you too Carl." I smiled for the first time, a real smile.