Angsty Sips of Pineapple Fanta

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School finally ended today and I am so mentally fried I don't know if I should cry or sleep now. :'))))

I finished sophomore year, and technically, high school. I don't think I've completely realized that I'm basically a full-time college student yet, watch me have a panic attack next week when it finally sets in hA.

Uh...yeah I don't know what else to say I just want to catch up on vlive videos and drink an iced white chocolate mocha (I'm high-key obsessed with that drink, no shame) but all I have is a pineapple Fanta so coolio.

So things that happened this year that gave me stress, anxiety, no sleep, and "a sense of accomplishment" (can you guys read my sarcasm?):

-Book Club (and yes, we actually did stuff; it wasn't just sitting and reading)
-G.S.A. Club
-Student Council (I was Historian and President at the same time, h o w did I survive, don't know)

-Yearbook Club (basically it was me and three other girls making the entire book, shoutout to all the other members dropping out without a single word)
-Weekly volunteering in my school library
-Kept a 4.0 GPA all year (except I ended AP Spanish with a B this quarter but shh I stopped caring)
-Made a lot of new friends
-SOmEhOw passed Chemistry
-Got accepted into my first choice for my technical program, Culinary Arts
-Narrowed my career choices
-Got sucked into the black hole that is kpop :)

I would say that I finished Driver's Ed but my instructor hasn't graded my assignments so I can't take the exam yet, and technically I need to have this in by the end of the day, meaning p a n i c but lol what else is new in my life.

So with all of my after school activities, regular class work, and college work, I haven't had time to write anything. And, I have lost my connection to Pokémon in general because of this; my Ultra Sun game has been left basically untouched for months since it first came out, and I don't recognize almost any of the new Pokémon that were added in.

I have story ideas that I want to try out, but I'd need to get back into the games and stuff first before even writing just so I can get the motivation again, because all that I'm working off of is based on music. That, and I need to improve my writing first because ew I'm so bad at it. So...yeah I'm never going to write a complete story on here hA.

Also, my best friend jokingly told her parents they should take us to Greece (because that's my childhood dream vacation) and apparently they told her they were thinking about taking us to South Korea for our Senior year because they know we really want to go so?? I am still freaking out like this might actually happen??

So yeah. Still waiting for NCT to say when their world tour is, and still reeling over BTS' Airplane Pt. 2 performance oh my God that was my actual death I'm weak-

I'm not planning on doing anything this summer, if I haven't made this clear.

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