Serendipity (Boys Love)

CHAPTER 5

[WARNING: SPG AHEAD.]

YUAN's POV

Huminto kami sa tapat ng isang gubat. Don't tell me we're going inside?

Naramdaman ko nalang na hinawakan ni Homer ang kamay ko and fuck naka-intertwined pa ito.

"What are we doing here." I asked again not minding na magka-hawak kamay kami. Dahil anong pilit kong tanggalin yan lalo nyang hinihigpitan ang kapit feeling ko sobrang pula na ng kamay ko. Dahil mula kanina pa sya hindi nag-sasalita. Instead hinila nya nalang ako sa loob ng gubat.

I can say. Maaliwalas ang loob. Nothing's strange here, it's just like a normal forest. Wala kang makikitang wild animals.

Napansin koring hindi na ako nag-sasalita. Why would I speak kung hindi naman ako kinikibo ng kasama ko. Uhh Homer you're driving me crazy.

I just found myself dragged out of nowhere but in a fcking cliff. My eyes widened, how come na may bangin rito? to think of you can see here the whole city, malayo sa magulong syudad, malayo sa mga taong mapanuri ang mata, malayo sa lahat. And I am here with Homer.

"I told myself that I'll bring here the one who will gonna hold my heart forever.." Homer said and my heart start to pound.

I don't know why I am feeling this. I feel my heart break into two. Bakit dinala nya pa ako rito? Just to tell me na dapat yung babae nya ang dinala nya rito? just to prove to me he's not really into me?

"Then w-why did you bring me h-here?" I asked as I breath heavily as I am trying my best not to cry infront of him, I look at the sky avoiding the look that he's giving.

I already figured out that I am starting to like this guy infront of me. I don't know why I feel like I know him a long time. I feel really safe when he's around. I am really sound gay right now but this is what I am feeling to Homer.

"Because I finally bring that person here.." He said, as a tear escaped in my eyes. "It's you, Yuan. The one who will gonna hold my heart forever."

I don't know what to say. I am stunned and speechless. Naramdaman ko nalang na pumulupot ang mga braso neto sa bewang ko. Locking me and pressed to his body.

"Then who is that girl?" I asked. I don't know bakit iyon ang lumabas sa bibig ko instead of answering to what he said earlier.

All I wanted to know is kung sino ang babaeng yun. Because I can still feel the pain that I felt earlier when they arrived in the cafeteria. Like they weren't aware na marami ng nag-titinginan sa kanila. And the thought of who will not fall onto that kind of girl? especially Homer. She's beautiful, a head turner, the way she smile, her movement emphasis what kind of life she have— and she's a girl.

Instead of sagutin nya ang tanong ko, I just heard him laugh like I asked him a silly question.

"Hmm Yuan, are you jealous?" What? He ask like it was a bomb. Parang sumabog ito sa tenga ko.

Itinulak ko ito palayo sakin. At di naman ako nahirapan dahil bumitaw narin sya. He's still laughing, looking at me with amazement in his eyes.

"N-no!" I said at tumingin sa ibang direksyon. I cursed at my self. I really sound defensive. I feel defenseless. Why everything about Homer is so perfect? Maliban lang pagiging straight.

He walks towards me. But I didn't move any single step because if I do mahuhulog ako sa bangin, who knows kung saan ang bagsak ko.

"H-homer, stop walking I might fall. Sht!" I said panicking because he's still walking.

"Don't worry. If you'll fall, I will absolutely catch you." Sagot neto sakin then he stopped walking.