"Theres always a pleasure in wanting someone you can't be with."
I knew exactly what that meant, i knew how it felt aswell; and i wasn't proud of it. You see when you love someone especially someone you cannot have it changes you, it makes you look at things in a whole new way. It shows you why things are like they are, it shows you how strong you are and how much you can handle. Our love isn't like any other love. Our love is special, painful, the worth fighting for painful. There's been so many people that have and still are trying to keep us from each other but nothing will ever tear us apart.
Theres people who believe that loving the same sex is a terrible thing, it isn't. If I told you how man times this man has made me feel happy you wouldn't believe me. How many times he's made me laugh till i cried till my tummy hurt, how many times he's made me cry of joy. What people don't understand is that it doesn't matter who you're in love with, its if they make you happy and if you make them happy. Thats all that really ever matters about keeping yourself and the one you love happy, thats what loving someone is all about. There isn't a day where i regret meeting him.
-H.x
