Markiplier, Jackscepticeye & Alter Egos One Shots and Scenarios

Natewantstobattle~ Thankful

NatexInsecure Reader

You

You have been dating this sweet man named Nathan Sharp. He's funny and charming. You feel like he is my entire world. You love him. Lately, his songs have been taking more time. He has been stressing and losing sleep. You have tried to get him to take a break but he continues to go. Lately, you have been just dropping food off for him so you didn't bother him. 

What if he doesn't love you anymore?
What if you are just a waste of space?
What if he is choosing to ignore you?

You tried to shove those nasty thoughts away but they continued to come back. Nate has been avoiding you a lot. By the time you wake up, he's asleep in bed with his back facing the other way. Maybe he doesn't love you anymore? 

You decided to clear your head and go for a walk. You invited your and his best friend MatPat along to talk to him. You felt like he would understand your problem. Maybe he can bring Steph and she can comfort too?

Nate's POV

I have been dating this wonderful girl for about two years. Her name is Y/n L/n. She has been by my side when I have stressed about songs and she knows how to comfort me. She has so much love for me that I think she forgets about herself sometime. Lately, my songs have taken longer to write and produce so I find myself in the office while Y/n is asleep in bed. By the time I get to bed, she's asleep. I don't blame her since I don't get in till two in the morning anyway. 

I have noticed that with these longer songs, Y/n comes in and gives me food before heading upstairs. No kiss on the cheek, no "i love yous", no hug from behind. She just sets my food down and walks out. How long has it been since we went on a date? The last time was when we went to the amusement park in June. It's August! How long have I not realized this? Knowing Y/n, she didn't want to bother me and allowed me to work. 

I felt my heart clench as I thought of how Y/n was feeling upstairs. Alone and nobody to love. I felt my eyes get wet. What have I done? I grabbed my hair and pulled before taking a few deep breaths. I need to take a break. This stress is making me forget the people around me.

I walked upstairs and Y/n wasn't sitting on the couch like she usually does at this time. She doesn't have to work today. Maybe I should check our room?

I walked up to our room and I didn't see anything. All I saw was a paper crumbled into a ball by Y/n's side. I bent down and picked it up.

What if he doesn't love me anymore? Is that the reason he is avoiding me? I know he works on his song but he won't even look at me. I just feel alone. I just want Nate back. If he realized that taking a break will help, maybe he would? I just wanted us to watch a movie or go get dinner just to get him to take a break. I love him but I can't do this much longer.

Her handwriting was scribbled onto this piece of paper. I felt my heart clench and I grabbed my keys. Y/n had to be around somewhere. I ran back downstairs and noticed another note on the counter.

I am going out. I need some air and I need to clear my head. Nate, I love you. 

I began to panic. Did she leave permanently? I grabbed my jacket by the door and ran out the door. Her car is still in the driveway. That means she went out for a walk. Where could she have gone? The park!

I began to walk to the park and I could see her h/c hair flowing in the wind. She appeared to be talking to someone. Why did she meet with Mat?

You

You invited Mat and Steph to come to the park because you needed to talk to them. Mat explained to you that Steph wasn't feeling well with the baby but he would meet with you. You met him by the large oak tree in the park.

"Hey Y/n!" Mat said as you looked at him and hugged him tightly. "Woah there."

"Mat, I need to talk to you." You said as Mat sat down and you sat beside him.

"What's wrong Y/n?" He asked as you turned your head down. 

"Does Nate love me?" You asked as Mat's eyes widen.

"Of course! He talks about you daily. Why?" Mat asked.

"He's been consumed by his song and avoiding me. It just hurts." You said as Mat sighed.

"Y/n you have stuck with him through thick and thin. He knows that. He loves you so much that he feels like he should continue to make songs so it doesn't seem like he is failing. He wants only the best songs for you to enjoy." Mat said softly.

"But I love him just the way he is. Songs or no songs. He doesn't have to do that. It is hurting his health." You said as Mat smiled.

Nate

I overheard what Y/n said about me. She still loves me without this music career. I enjoy my music path but I felt like I had to make the best songs to impress her. Like that was the reason she was with me. I didn't realize that she loved me besides that. My heart raced hearing her talk about me. I had to talk to her.

I stepped out and walked towards them. Mat noticed I was walking up and smiled. Y/n didn't seem to notice before I hugged her from behind.

"What the?! Nate!" She exclaimed. 

"I am so sorry Y/n. I am so sorry. I want to fix this. I want you to stay with me. I love you. I didn't realize how much I was hurting you. Please let me fix this." I said while my voice was cracking. I felt some tears fall down as she looked at me with soft eyes.

"Nate, I would love to repair this. I love you too much to let you go." She said as I hugged her tighter. "Air!"

"Sorry! I just did not want you to leave and I didn't realize how much I was consumed in work that I just stopped my social and personal life." I said as Mat stood up.

"I think my work here is done. Bye Y/n, bye Nate." He said as we waved at him. Y/n turned her body towards me and I looked down at her. She looked like a fire was lit inside of her. She was happy. I leaned down and kissed her lips with the need, passion, love, and some lust for her. I just wanted to keep her close forever.

"Woah." She said as we broke the kiss.

"I think I need to start over. How about we go home and watch a movie or take a bath?" I asked as she smiled.

"Why not both?" She said as we both went home and I could feel the stress and tension going away now that I have Y/n close to me. 

We went home and took a bath together. Y/n massaged my tense shoulders and back. After, we sat in bed and watch a cheesy comedy movie. We laughed till we had  tears in our eyes but I held Y/n close to my body. I just wanted her to know how much she means to me. I am so Thankful for this beautiful woman who is in my arms. I will make sure she will never feel like that again as long as I am her boyfriend.