Markiplier, Jackscepticeye & Alter Egos One Shots and Scenarios

Antisepticeye~ Panic Attack

A/n: Reader will have a panic attack

You are prone to having panic attacks. It usually occurs after being stressed out a lot and your body will shut down. The interesting part is that you live in the Ego mansion which had both Mark's and Jack's after egos. You ended up living there after your parents threw you out and you asked to stay. Now, they have you as a permanent resident. Now the mansion knew about your panic attacks and most of them understood it. There was only one who never understood your panic attacks and that was your crush Antisepticeye or Anti for short.

Flashback
You had came home from a long day at work. You felt like you were a screw up and made so many mistakes at work. Your boss sympathetically told you that you had a rough day and you had to leave. Does he hate you now?

You arrived at the Mansion where you could hear screaming. You opened the door and Anti was chasing Dark and Wilford around the room. You walked over to your closest friends Dr. Iplier and Marvin. They knew about you having panic attacks and they would comfort you.

"Hey Y/n, you're a bit quiet?" Dr. Iplier said as you looked up and met his brown eyes. You tried to give a smile but he could tell you had a rough day. "Rough day?"

"A bit." You muttered as Anti ran across the room screaming at Dark. The loud noises, the commotion, and the reminder of today made your heart ache. You began to feel pain in your chest as your heart sped up. You looked at your hands that were shaking. Vision became blurry as you began to hyperventilate. You couldn't hear but Dr. Iplier and Marvin were trying to hush you. Dark, Wilford, and Anti stopped fighting. You couldn't see that. Your tears blurred your vision and everything sounded foggy.

You suddenly found arms wrapped around you and held tightly as Marvin began to hug you tightly. You were still breathing heavy as Marvin rubbed your back.

"You're okay Y/n. You're worth it. Breathe and focus on me." Marvin said softly as you held onto him like he would disappear. Once your breathing settled and your vision returned. You saw everyone staring at you in fear except Anti.

"Why is everyone so worried? She's just some weak human who needs comfort. Just pathetic." Anti growled as you flinched. Dark hit Anti on the back of the head before you weakly got up and ran to your room.

Present
You remembered that day as though it happened yesterday and not three weeks ago. You've avoided him since that incident since you just seemed to be a burden. You would make sure that Dr. Iplier or Marvin were alone without him because he kept showing himself. You didn't need to see him

What you didn't know is after that day, Anti beat himself up after Dark, Wilford, and Marvin did. He hated that he called you weak. He just lost his anger and chose you as the victim. He saw your eyes widen and come across hurt before you ran away. He knew this pain in his chest was because of himself. Anti hated this. He hated not seeing you. Anti has had a crush on you since you first met him and put up with his antics. It made him happy and complete. Though he had to fuck it up by making you feel worthless.

It was getting harder to avoid Anti. He seemed to know where you'd walk and he would be waiting there. You would just walk past him and not make eye contact. It was killing him. You knew you would have to talk to him but you weren't planning on it anytime soon.

You walked out of your bedroom to take a shower. You had a free day today so you got to stay home. Marvin mentioned going out to hang with Jackiboy, Bing, and Bim. You thought it would be fun and agreed.

After your shower, you began to walk to your room and you saw Anti sitting on your bed. He was staring at the group photo you had in your room.

"What are you doing here?" You snapped as his head shot up. You saw pain in his eyes as he began to get up. You still had a towel wrapped around your body and you weren't getting close to him.

"We need to talk." He said as you shook your head.

"It seemed pretty clear that I'm just a weak human." You growled. He flinched and sat back down before putting his head in his hands.

"I didn't mean to say that. I was so angry at Dark and Wilford that I accidentally took it out on you. I'm sorry. I just want you to be able to look at me without disgust or pain. Damn it Y/n! I know I fucked up but I need you." Anti cried as he held his hair harder.

You were amazed by how he acted. You thought he didn't like you.

"Let me change and then we'll talk." You snapped as you grabbed your outfit. "Close your eyes. If you peak, I will throw you out."

Surprisingly, he kept his eyes closed. You just put on some athletic shorts and a tank before tapping on his shoulder. He saw that you were close and grabbed your hand.

"Look Y/n. I don't mean those things. You put up with all of us on a regular basis. You aren't weak. You're so strong. Hell you managed to bring Wilford out of his episode. That takes guts. I just want you to forgive me and talk to me again." Anti begged as you looked at him.

"What pissed you off so damn much that you had to take it out on me?" You asked as you noticed he was blushing. "Anti?"

"Dark made a comment that you would never go out with a freak like me that I'm always trouble. Wilford said that he would tell you how I felt just to see you say no to me. I was so furious that they made those comments that I ran after them." Anti said as you made him look at you. You noticed he was glitching more and the scar on his neck opened up. His eyes were pitch black as if he was afraid now.

"What do you feel about me?" You asked as he sighed.

"Y/n I love you a lot. I love you so damn much that these past three weeks have been hell. I need you in my life and when you ignore me, it slowly kills me. Damn it! Now you think I'm just some sap." Anti growled as you turned his head up. You kissed his lips softly as you felt him freeze before kissing back. His glitching slowed down and his lips began to kiss with a missed passion for you. You held him tight before the two of you broke the kiss.

"Does that answer your thoughts?" You asked as he smiled and picked you up. You laughed as he spun you around and held you tightly before sitting back down. "You seem excited."

"This had made me the happiest person right now." He said as you laughed.

As you two hugged once again, you two didn't notice Marvin, Dr. Iplier, Dark, and Wilford peaking in and grinning from ear to ear because their plan worked for you two to talk.