The day that you died I somehow I knew something was going to happen today. I got up with a heavy feeling and went downstairs to check my phone on the counter. When I turned it on I saw the 2 messages from you. The first one read:
hey drarie, I'm heading over drakes house. U wanna come! (Please come) :). Text me when u read this.
I smiled "They are such a cute couple" I thought to myself. I wondered what the "please come" was for. Then I glanced at the second message
Hwlp mw drske hws me tied up he is comibg he hfrhnifcnefhncmjifevmjrif.
that is when I started to freak out. I called your cell. And I called drake also. Nether of you answered. Not even bothering to get dressed I ran to my car and drove to drakes house.
The door was open and I barged into the house calling your name. I ran to the bedroom expecting to find nothing. Just as I entered the doorway I saw blood on the carpet. Your blood. I stopped right in my tracks. I head automatically raised up to look in the room. I wish I hadn't though. You were sprawled on the king bed. Limbs bent at abnormal angles. Your hands were tied to the top of the bedpost, and your wrists.. O god your wrists, you usually were a sweater so I never see your arms. They were covered with fresh and older cuts, from the top of your arm to your wrist was full of scars. I slowly backed up, not actually realizing what had happened. My eyes moved to your waist. The once purple quilt was now a crimson red. I felt like I wasn't controlling my own actions. My legs were walking forward while my mind just wanted to scream your name and crawl into a corner. Like I was looking at you from a seat in a movie theater a saw that there were multiple stab wounds in your chest and stomach. I feel to my knees and grabbed your hand that was dangling off the bed. My throat was starting to hurt, then with shock I realized that i was screaming your name over and over. I couldn't do it anymore, I fell to the ground barely breathing. Then I blacked out.
I had woken up in the bed of a hospital. I yawned and remembered what had happened. I started screaming for you. I pulled the wires from my arms and jumped out of bed. Just as I reached the door, a storm of nurses grabbed me and held me down till I calmed down. What will I do without you My love.
