I'm sorry my love, I just can't write your name down. It's just to painful. You will be known as my love or jal, because you always wanted that to be your name. I just can't do it. I'm so sorry. I just miss you so much. Every day I am living without you is a day of my life wasted. Life is a life- less, meaning- less, trial without you jal. I need you in my life. I hope I will be joining you soon my love. I'm coming. I love you <3