The Way You Scream My Name - Ziam (Kind of AU)-Warning Smut

Chapter 12 - Christmas

Dedication: ZaynStyless, first, I love your name. Second, thanks for adding my story to your reading list :)

Chapter 12 - Christmas

-Zayn-

The Christmas Holidays were horrific.

The first three days I was a crying mess. My mum didn't even get me to leave my room.

Day 1. No text or call from Liam.

Day 2. No text or call from Liam.

Day 3. No text or call from Liam.

Day 4. No text or call from Liam. I told my mum everything. Luckily she was totally okay with me beeing gay. Not with me beeing heartbroken tho'. She didn't curse Liam tho'. She knew I loved him. She's my mum. She could look right through me. 

Day 5. Christmas Eve. No text or call from Liam. Harry called. Niall called. Louis called.

I managed to get myself together. I tried my hardest. For my mum. I actually even had fun.

My sisters and my mum made my favorite cookies. We cooked together. Unwrapped our presents and after my sisters went to bed i watched movies with my mum and cuddled with her on the couch.

And for a moment I actually felt happy. I fell asleep in her lap, just like I used to when I was a little kid.

Day 6. Christmas Morning. No text or call from Liam.

The day went by slowly. We slept in. My mum let me sleep on the couch, since I'm a lot heavier than I used to be and she can't carry me into my bed that easily anymore.

I was slowly getting used to hearing nothing from Liam. I was stubborn, but I'm not going to text him first.

I was baking another round of cookies with my sister, when the doorbell rang.

"Mum. Could you get that. I'm all caught up in baking with the girls."

I could hear my mum talking to someone at the door.

"Zayn, Love. You might wanna come here."

I slowly walked to the door. Brushing flour from my christmas sweater.

My gaze fell on a brown haired boy, I learned to love so much.

LIAM. He stood in the door. Looking at me with only love in his eyes. I didn't know what to say. I didn't move.

My heart was beating as fast as ever. I wanted him to never leave me again. But the same time I needed an explanation. I needed a sorry.

I needed something. Anything.

He bend down and turned on an old getthoblaster next to him. He took a couple of red roses in his hands, when the music started playing.

Ed Sheeran- One 

(AN: Play the song for the right feeling. Just imagine Liam standing in the doorway with his cute pout and puppy face :))

Tell me that you turned down the man

Who asked for your hand

'Cause you're waiting for me

And I know, you're gonna be away a while

But I've got no plans at all to leave

And would you take away my hopes and dreams and just stay with me?

All my senses come to life

While I'm stumbling home as drunk as I

Have ever been and I'll never leave again

'Cause you are the only one

And all my friends have gone to find

Another place to let their hearts collide

Just promise me, you'll never leave again

'Cause you are the only one

Take my hand and my

Heart and soul, I will

Only have these eyes for you

And you know, everything changes but

We'll be strangers if we see this through

You could stay within these walls and bleed

Or just stay with me

Oh lord, now

All my senses come to life

While I'm stumbling home as drunk as I

Have ever been and I'll never leave again

'Cause you are the only one

And all my friends have gone to find

Another place to let their hearts collide

Just promise me, you'll always be a friend

'Cause you are the only one

I'm stumbling off drunk, getting myself lost

I am so gone, so tell me the way home

I listen to sad songs, singing about love

And where it goes wrong

All my senses come to life

While I'm stumbling home as drunk as I

Have ever been and I'll never leave again

'Cause you are the only one

And all my friends have gone to find

Another place to let their hearts collide

Just promise me, you'll always be a friend

'Cause you are the only one

Tears started running down my face.

I looked at him.

"Zayn. My Love. The song says it all. You're the only one I want. I'm so sorry it took me so long to realise. But. But I broke it off with her. I'm sorry I kissed her in front of you. I'm sorry I took her home with me. I'm sorry. I never felt so wrong. Your hands in mine. Your touch. Your lips. You. You're the only one I want. I'm sorry I'm weak. I should've told Simon right then and there. I just wanted our parents to know first. I love you. Damn, I love you so much."

He finally took a deep breath.

He handed me the roses. I didn't move yet. Still overwhelmed by everything that was happening.

"One red Rose for every amazing month I spent with you. I hope. I pray for many more to come. Forgive me?"

I didn't say anything. My Mum interferred. "Damn Zayn, get your head out of your arse. The poor boy just poured his heart out infront of you. Take him back already and get him inside he's gonna freeze his butt off."

I laughed and took Liams hand pulling him inside. I pulled him into a hug.

I leaned my head on his shoulder. "I missed you so much. You have no freaking idea. don't you ever do that again!"

"I promise!" And I believed him.

"Mum, this is Liam. Liam this is Mum."

My Sisters jumped us. "And this are Doniya, Waliyha and Safaa."

Safaa grinned at him: "Come inside we're making cookies."

My mum laughed pushing the girls in the kitchen."Liam, why don't you get settled first. You can stay in Zayns room. Sorry we don't have an extra room for you. You are staying aren't you? I don't accept a no as an answer! Zayn show him your room. Come down when you're ready."

Liam smiled and I cuddled into his arms. This is how I wanted to feel for ever. My Family and My Love around me!