The Way You Scream My Name - Ziam (Kind of AU)-Warning Smut

Chapter 19 - Pain

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Chapter 19 - Pain

-Zayn-

I was home for a week and I haven't heard from Liam since. 

Paparazzi never left my front porch. It was horrible. I was hiding inside. But my Mum needed to go to work and my sisters needed to go to school. I hated how I was dragging them into this.

This morning there was a letter in the mail. I waited 'till my mother came home from work, I couldn't do this alone. I told her everything the day I came home and she was just as surprised as I was. She didn't think Liam would be able to something like that. Well, I thought he would be the Love of my life. But things just change I guess.

We sat together and I opened the Letter with shaking hands.

"Dear Zayn,

I know I might have made a wrong impression on you, but I've never been in Love with you, nor did i care more for you than for a friend.

I'm in Love with Sophia and I'm terribly sorry for this great missunderstanding.

I send you 100.000 pounds. Thats my apology and my request to keep this private.

I'm sorry for any hurt I caused and I wish you all the best.

Liam."

Tears spilled like never before. I couldn't hold them back. What did he mean?

A Missunderstanding?

All the kisses. The Love. The Sex. The sweet nothings we said to each other. The promise to marry and move in together someday. A missunderstanding?

I was angry. And hurt. And sad. Really really sad.

I ran into my bedroom and cried what felt like forever. 

But when night fell my mum and my sisters came into my room.

"Zayn. We have a plan! Listen up now. If you would allow it. The money is yours of course. But... You need change. What do you say. Half of the money goes into saving and your own device. The other half we spent on a new home. Somewhere else. A new start for you?"

I looked at them. And started thinking. This wasn't the worst idea. Get out of here. Get out of this room. Where I slept and made love with Liam. Tears started welling up again but I blinked them away.

Yes. I needed to get out.

"Sounds like a plan Mum. But If. We're going together. Somewhere new. Close enough for my sisters to stay in the same schools. But a new home. A bigger one. I like your thinking."

All of them jumped me and for a second I felt a spark of happiness right there.

Leaving this house would kill all the memories I had with him. And that was just what I needed.

I didn't take us very long to find a new home. A fitting one.

It was beautiful. Each of my sisters had a big room and my Mum had a bedroom and a working room. My room was big enough as well. It was perfect.

No paparazzis. No memories. Perfect.

I helped my family and the moving guys to set up everything and then I just lay down on my bed.

I was laying there for nearly two months doing nothing. Only getting up to eat. My mom was a godess. She really tried to cheer me up as well as my sisters, but they also knew I needed to grieve. My mum even bought me a lot of new drawing stuff. (I gave her the rest of Liams money. I didn't need it. I know she put most of it in my savings account anyway. But she used some for the family.) She brought the drawing stuff into my room. But I didn't feel like drawing. That was the reason Liam found out I liked him. I didn't want to think of him. So... No drawing. No thank you.