I hate this but fuck it
I waited for a year for a week. I wanted her for a year but got her for a week.
My envy lingered for a year and it was satisfied for a week when she said she loved another, my happiness formed back into envy.
What does the other have that I don't? Is it my ratty hair or my shakiness? Is it my issues or my tears? I thought I was equal to the other but I guess not...
