[COMPLETED] Beautiful Liar | Rosé X Male Reader--Blackpink fanfic

CHAPTER 18 : I CANT

Rose's POV
"Im sorry, dear. He is unconscious right now. He's stable. The bullet just hit his side of waist. He just lost many blood. Thats why he passed out. Fortunately his college, Inspector Junsu volunteered to donate his blood to him.  he will wake up soon. He is strong man. No worries okay?" The doctor pat my head and smile.
I sigh in relief.
I nodded and force myself to smile.
Thank god.
Why the doctor make suspense?  
I hate it.
But im glad nothing worst happen to y/n.
Alice squeeze my hand to assure me.
"Mr Mason, can you come with us? We need to do report." One of the cop approach my father.
"Yes, sure. Just give me a second."
My father walk to me. "Rosie..think carefully before you decide. Take care, Rosie. Alice, please take a look at your sister and take care yourself. I love you my daughters."
My father hug me and Alice.
Then my father follow the cops.

Doctor give me permission to visit y/n.
My sister and inspector junsu convinced me to take a rest at home. But i reject.
I want to be the first person that he saw once he woke up.
I pull the chair beside his bed and seat on it.
I scoot closer to him.
He still look handsome although he pale.
I take his hand and kiss at the back of his hand.
He's the one who give me the light. He is my sunrise in my life.
without you, I'm nothing..
You're the first and my last, Park Y/N
until always, you're my last
Even if you're a path of fire, I'll jump into you. I promise.
Promise means to be broken? Lets prove them wrong.
I felt sleepy...

Flashback
One day...
I just looked at how sweet Y/N and Jennie talked to each other.
Yeah Jennie asked me to go shopping with her. But she said bring Y/N with me.
I just followed what she said cause Jisoo and Lisa joined us as well.
Yeah on that time me and Y/N are officially couple but i dont let Y/N tell others.
Stupid me.
Back to the scene.
At cinema..we watching "The Quiet Place".
Y/N sat between me and Jennie.
I hold myself from clingy to him.
I dont want to show off.
Im ego.
But my ego made myself bad.
So i kept glancing at Jennie.
She always hug Y/N all of sudden when she got scared of that movie.
It was getting out of my nerve actually.
The end of cinema.. we plan to eat.
Again Jennie clingy to y/n.
Hello who's boyfriend actually? Me or Jennie?
I saw y/N was uncomfortable with Jennie but still im jealous. Wait a minute. Not jealous. I just protect what is mine.
The anger control myself. I stormed out from the mall. I just dont want to face the lovey dovey couple.
Y/N want to follow me. but Jennie stopped him.
"Let her be." Jennie said.
I ran away from the shopping mall.
I dont know where im supposed to go.
After a few minutes, i stopped at park.
Then the two men approach me.
"Hey lady. What are you doing alone? You need accompany?"
I just glare at them.
"Awww i like fierce girl. But dont play hard to get."
"Fuck off!" I spit at him and walk away.
I wish i didnt meet them.
They chase me and pull my wrist.
"Hey girl! Dont make me mad. You deserve punishment."
I yelled for help.
"Shut up babygirl. No one can hear you."
One of the man hovering on top of me.
He straddled my waist.
The other man cupped my mouth.
They try to strip my cloth.
"Hey stop!" I heard familiar voice.
Its Y/N.
Y/N run to him us and flying kick the both of man.
Make them fall down.
Y/N helped me to get up and help me to walk.
"Where are you going Rose? I am worried."
I hug him.
Then suddenly y/n fall down cause that man attack him from back.
They keep kick and punch y/n.
Then y/n fight back them too.
Then y/n take out his gun.
"Just go or i will shoot both of you." Y/N said to them.
With that they run away.
I felt sorry for y/n.
Because of me he got bruised.
Because of me he get hurt.
End flashback

Y/N's POV
i woke up slightly when i dream bout the deal between me and my chief.
I almost forget that deal when i saw a goddess chipmunk sleep peacefully.
She hold my hand.
I was about to pull of the grip but she squeeze my hand harder.
I brush her hair off from her face.

"Baby.. you know.. i love you.. but.. im sorry i cant love you, Roseanne Park."

I see myself in the mirror and I ask myself...

Will it really make you happy if I let you go?

I'll throw myself away completely...

because ....

you need quiet time to yourself

Note : thanks for reading guys! Always love you😘😘

Btw...
when the last time you guys have to lie for the sake of others' feeling even its pain for you?