Prolouge
Things aren't always the way they look right?
Why does life have to be so difficult?
He's perfect in my eyes.
He's not exactly the type every girl goes for, but that just make things all the more perfect.
I've known him since eigth grade. And we're about to start our Sophmore year of high school. He used to like me back in the days of eigth grade. Back when everything was simple. For two stupid reasons he got over me. Joseph and Marco. The two stupid reasons.
I guess everyone is looking for a sappy love story between a guy and a girl that turns out perfect in the end right? Sadly, this isn't. No, me and this perfect guy aren't anything remotely close to dating. He has another label in my life that isnt ' boyfriend', or 'fuck buddy' that label as painful as it may sound to leave my mouth is 'bestfriend'. You might say 'Why is that a sad label?' Well to answer your unasked question its because im in love with my bestfriend. I am no longer afraid to admit it. I actually love this guy.
This perfect guy must have a name right? Well the perfect name to go with this perfect guy is 'Josh' he is everything I didn't know I was searching for. Well at that moment. He's Cancer and I'm a Pisces. If you didnt know they are known to be 'the ideal couple' the 'Perfect Marriage' the only thing thats missing in my case is the couple. I love him and he loves me, but to him I'm like a sister.
"Come on tell me!! I exclaimed jumping to get ahold of his arms
He wasn't much taller then me but his hands tried to cover his now blushing face trying to avoid my question.
"Is it me?" I jokingly asked waiting for an answer
"Why do you want to know so badly?!" He asked tiring to resist my grip on his wrists
"Just because I want to know now tell me" I quickly said
"It's not you" he said
"Are you sure? don't lie to me" I answered
"It's not you" he repeated as the bell for lunch rang
"Oh ok" I answered disappointed by his answer
I made my way towards the door to meet my friends at the lunch line. Why did I feel like that? I didn't like him, I couldn't I just met him. Plus I'm with Noel.
I shouldve listened to tumblr, they told me to not mistake a dumbass in tin foil for your knight in shining armour. And that's exactly what happened with Noel. He's the dumbass in tin foil that made me not realize that my real knight in shinning armour was stuck in a tree.
Things would've been so different.
