Oh yes honey,
It hurts,
Deeply so,
So much,
That the tightening in the chest spreads,
Fast and faster,
The only thing that has always been constant in your life,
For as long as you remember,
Is not so constant anymore,
And that takes me back,
To this, this dark corner,
That's been in shadows, for such a long time,
With you, I didn't needn't go there, you always did pull me through,
Even if you didn't know you're doing just that,
There's alot you don't know, but you're the only one who knows this much, or any of me at all,
Maybe I'll be egotistical and say you're lucky that I shared my life with you,
But that ain't true,
I'd be okay without anyone else,
I'll always be better off without anybody,
But you ain't lucky,
I guess you were just sent this way,
too be my better half,
No baby no,
Not romantically,
Totally platonic,
I know it's funny,
Sometimes i can be funny too,
But if i am,
I'm laughing because you let me be,
So many times I don't want to be me,
But you do,
You want me to be me,
Maybe you're the one crazy,
After all nobody does wants a cry baby all the time,
But you are crazy, you do make me laugh,
Hey don't take my insecurities as jealousy,
You're just moving on,
And I'm still left behind,
Yes, I'm glad you're moving forward,
But if i let you be,
I'll loose this constant,
If you know me,
you do know this,
I don't like to lose,
Since I know this,
I'll let you know,
It hasn't happened to you ever,
But you've seen me do this,
You might have not noticed,
But I'll notify you now,
People move forward but/and i move on,
Again,
Nothing personal b/w us,
Just me, personally,
I don't like to be left behind so i leave before you do,
I'd rather say bye first,
Than listen to be said good bye.
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