Im Living Under The Same Roof With 12 Hot Guys

C5 [Ask Me]

Dahan dahan at taas noo akong bumaba sa hagdan. And all of them are staring at me. Ganda ko noh? Lol.

"Cake, youre here." the guy with big eyes.

"Obviously." I find my seat at tumabi ako kay lay.

"Before we eat, we will introduce ourselves. Im suho. And this is baekhyun, kyungsoo, chanyeol, chen, xiumin, lay, kris, tao, sehun, kai, and luhan. We will take care of you habang wala si tita emily."

Habang iniisa isa ni suho ang mga pangalan nila, nilagyan ni lay ng pagkain ang plato. I stopped him and rolled my eyes.

"Oh please. I dont need your so called care. I can take care of myself."

"And by the way lay, hindi porket nakita mo kong tumawa feeling mo ay close na tayo? You are very wrong."

"Sorry." bulong ni lay at yumuko.

"Thats bullshit." Biglang sigaw ni baekhyun. Problema nito? Tsk.

"Bakit hindi ka nalang magpasalamat? Trinatrato ka nilang tama at inaalagaan kahit yang ugali mo napakasama." Tumayo siya at dinuro ako.

"Did I ask for it? Dba hindi? I dont need your care. I dont need all of you."

Bigla silang nanahimik. Lahat ng mata nasakin. Some look at me with pity while some look at me with anger. I dont care what they think of me.

Biglang dumating si Elloisa na may dalang envelope.

"Oh? Bakit ang tahimik? Did I miss something or what?"

"Wala po, tita. Kamusta yung nilakad mo?" Suho asked.

"Okay na lahat. Na process ko na yung transferee papers mo Cake para bukas na bukas makakapasok ka na. Good news, right? " Elloisa said while smiling.

Fvck. Ano pinagsasabi niya? Napatayo ako sa gulat.

"Wait. W-what!? What did you say? Transferee papers? Fvck!? Really!? Dapat ba ako maging masaya sa balita mo? Pumayag ako na tumira dito pero hindi ako pumayag na pakielamanan niyo yung buhay ko!"

"Lower down your voice, Cyril!" Chanyeol said.

"This is what tita Emily wants cake. Gusto niya na lumipat ka sa school namin para mas mabantayan ka namin." - suho.

"Ano ako bata!? Im not a kid anymore. I can fvcking handle myself! Cancel those papers!"

"Im sorry cake but we cant cancel those papers. You will transfer to their school whether you like it or not."

"Fvck you guys. Really. Wala manlang nagtanong sakin bago niyo yan gawin? Nakakagago. Why do people always do that fvcking thing to me?" I walked away at umakyat na sa kwarto ko.

Humiga ako sa kama at pinipigilan ko yung sarili ko na umiyak. They should not see me cry. They should not see my weaknesses.

After my mom died walang nagtanong sakin kung okay lang ba yung ganto, yung ganyan. They always decides for me without asking me if it thats okay with me or not. Funny, right? Napakababaw but that means a lot to me.

My dad married Emily without asking me. I didnt attend to their wedding. And after that, dad decides to remove all the things that remind him of mom.

"Dad, asan yung mga portraits ni mommy? How about our family portraits?"

Wala akong makita ni isang picture ni mommy sa bahay. Kahit yung family picture namin nawala.

"Pinatanggal ko na. You know, emily is my wife now. Let's be sensitive and consider my wife's feelings."

How about my feelings dad? How about me?

"Hindi mo manlang ako tinanong kung okay ba sakin?"

"Para sayo din naman toh, cyril. Para makalimutan mo na ang mommy mo."

"Para sakin? Hah. Really dad? That's bullshit! For sure kaya mo tinanggal yung mga portraits ni mom para di ka makonsensya sa ginawa mo sakanya!"

He slapped me. So hard. This is the first time that he hurt me, physically.

"I hate you dad. I really hate you."

Biglang natigil ang pag iisip ko nang biglang tumunog ang phone ko. Si Emily. Tumatawag.

( "Hello cake?" )

"Yes?'

( "Nandito na ko sa states. Im with your dad. You want to talk to him? Hon, kausapin mo na si cake." )

It looks like dad didnt want to talk to me.

"No. Magpapahinga na ko. Bye."

Someone knocked at my door.

"Sino yan?"

"Chanyeol. Can I come in? May dala akong dinner for you."

Tumayo ako at pinagbuksan siya ng pinto. Pumasok siya kasama yung dala niyang pagkain.

"Uh. Tatlong ulam yung dinala ko. Di ko kasi alam kung anong gusto mo eh." Chanyeol said sabay kamot sa ulo.

"That's fine." Nagtitigan muna kami ng ilang segundo at inantay ko na umalis siya.

"Hindi ka pa ba aalis?"

"Uh. Sorry. Can I stay? Kahit ilang minutes lang. Gusto lang kita samahan habang kumakain. You seems so lonely here."

Im stunned. Eto yung unang pagkakataon na may taong gusto ako samahan. After many years.....

"Uh? Uhm. If you want to stay, then stay."

Umupo ako sa kama at nagsimula nang kumain.

"Can I ask some questions? If thats okay with you."

"Sorry but you cant."

I let him stay in my room but I wont let him to break my walls.