I was sitting under a big tree in our university's backyard.
I found myself worrying about him... ---Not because i like him or something. But it seems like... he's damn serious about that girl. It was the first time I saw a guy miserably crying---well, its just Patty and Bianca I usually see in grief. I couldn't explain, but suffering is an understatement for how he was feeling that night.
*fullflashback
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Kate.. K-kate.. Don't go.
Huh! Binreak ka?! Iniwan ka siguro nun kasi g*g* ka!!!
Kate...just...take me with you.mmmm.. Kate
Sira ulo! Iniwan ka nga kasi ayaw na niya sayo tapos gusto mo isama ka?
Tears rolled down from his eyes again.Yung puso ko, parang ki-nu-rot at nakaramdam ako ng lungkot. Lokong lalaki to, hindi naman kami friends nandadamay sa sakit.
Kate...
Without realizing, I was holding his hands. And out of awkwardness, I let go of his but he grabbed mine instead.
Him, holding my hands tightly, I could feel his pain. And that somewhat made me blurt---
I'm sorry, I have to go.
His hold became more tighter. It made me cry. Does this guy really love that Kate so truely?
I cleared my throat before I talk.
It's killing me seeing how you suffer miserably because of me. Please don't do this. Be happy not just for me, but for yourself too. You know --- huhhhh.why am I feeling this way... ---I'm sorry, I love you.
*chup!KISSED!!!
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Back to reality! I shoked my head!
Thinking of something?!
A voice out of nowhere.
Lumingon-lingon ako.
Up here! I looked up on the right.
Not that way, here! Looked on the left.
Parang angel na bumagsak. Ang gwapo---What!!!No!!!
Its you! pointed my finger to him I guess you have lot of explaining to do.
He swayed away my finger. Ahhh..But I left you a note---
I stared him unbelievably.
Ah.well, the food? I thought I could---
I gave him a deep long sight and squinted my eyes...
Wait! I think it's you who need to explain. Why did you hit me with your sendowk! (sandok/ladle). As if I'm on the right condition to do awkward thing.
What? You really don't remember anyting?
You ruined my dream!
Then, he started telling about it.pero inis na inis nako so binatukan ko siya.
What was that for?!
Mukha kasing nasarapan ka talaga sa panaginip mo. And you can'tmoveonwithittillnow. So I hit you to come into your senses.
He smirked. You're beautiful.
What?
You're the 2nd sleeping beauty I saw.
Tsk, tsk, who's first? Kate? I suddenly felt annoyance.
How did you know her?
Nagdedeliryo ka PO kasi last night. Andyou keptcallinghername.
Are you jealous? He said to tease me.
What! hahahha...
You sound like a jealous gf.
Im not JE-LOUS! I just... j-just hate it when someone is comparing me to somebody.
You don't have to. She's gone. At feeling niya talaga nagseselos ako?
I looked at him with a "WHAT" expression on my face.
And will never coming back. He continued.
He opened up that's why I found out that this Kate girl died from a heart complication three years ago..
And this guy cant still let go of her after those years---sincere love.
You know what? Last saturday morning, while watching you sleeping, I almost fell for you.
I froze from what I've heard and in my mind just "W-what?". As I turned my look to him, he got up. And waved his hand. Seeyah around.
*badump! badump! badump! badump!..
Tumigil ka nga jan! Para kang sira.sabi ko sa heart ko.sabay dabog sa chest part ko.
