I dreamt of the day of the school festival last night, and when i woke up i was in a very good mood, i think i was smiling all the time. It was a very fun day remember? We all had a blast, it was just pure goodvibes, we ate a lot, we laughed a lot, we run everywhere anywhere and played any kind of games..we were so happy, I was so happy, and a big part of it, it was bacause we were together the whole time, you joined my group and left yours, i never asked you about that, but i was curious, but i am a very shy person when it comes on asking questions like that, you know? When you want to hear the answer you wish for but at the same time afraid to be disappointed, so in the end i just kept it for my self..but it is frustrating not to know, i really need to try harder to change this trait of mine. Maybe i would have been less tormented as i am now. Anyway i want to reminisce a lil bit of that day hmm..oh!the cotton candy we shared hahah remember it was so hot that day but i didn't have a scrunchie to tie up my hair? And you asked me if a chinese stick was good enough and i said "yes..why?" then you went to buy a cotton candy, at first i didn't get the connection, i thought you forgot about it, we ate it and you went to the toilet when you returned you gave it to me, the stick of cotton candy and it wasn't sticky anymore because you washed it..i was so touched, really..i still can't stop my self from smiling anytime i see a stick..but our cotton candy stick it's the most special stick in the world, even in the world of Harry Potter, theirs are only magical, our is memorable. I still have it of course but i don't use it, you know it may break. It is too precious, it cannot break, never ever. It has a memory in it that's still so vivid till this moment and i just cant ignore it. It felt like a romantic korean scene when you said that you wanted to help me fix my hair and i let you, it was a relief that you were not able to see my face because i was blushing so hard and it wasn't because of the heat, you were behind me, i could feel your fingers in my hair so careful not hurt me, you fixed my hair quite nice i should have made you as my hair stylist from that day on. Hehe
I still feel good. I think i'm going to sleep earlier tonight.
I still have some memories of that day to share, but i'm already sleepy and if i stay up i may lose it and this is so rare in these days. Goodnight team allnighters!!
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