Chapter 5: Poor Baby

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Mark's POV

When we got home Sean was passed out in the car. I whispered, "Sean we're home." His beautiful ocean blue eyes flutter open. He sat up shaking and in tears. He asked shakily, "Was that all real or was that a dream?" I replied, "I'm sorry to tell you Sean but that was all real." He shook his head and replied, "It can't be. No it can't be. There's no way I have cancer." I replied, "Sean you have cancer but the doctor said you can get reduction surgery on your tumor but you have to go through months of chemo first." He replied, "Can we just go in now I'm tired." I replied, "We can go in Sean but there's something I have to give you first." I reached to the back seat and grabbed an red velvet box. Inside it was a necklace with a rose gold key and a silver cheetah pendent on it. The key is the key to the lock that is my heart and the cheetah is just because. I handed him the box and told him to open it. He opened it excitedly when he pulled out the necklace he was in tears hopefully tears of joy. I asked, "Do you like it Sean?" He nodded his head and put it on. Then we went into the house. I asked, "You hungry Sean?" He nodded his head reluctantly. I told him to wait in the living room while I cooked. I made scrambled eggs, pancakes and waffles because I know he can never choose between the two. Once I finished cooking I called Sean into the kitchen so I could dip up his food. We finished dinner and Sean was passed out on my shoulder. I lifted him up and carried him to bed carefully laid him down and covered him up then left the room to call my mom. I dialed her number one ring, two rings and she answered. I said, "Hey Mom." She replied, "Hey Mark what's up? Why are you calling so late?" I replied, "Mom it's Sean." She replied, "What is it?" I replied, "He has a tumor the size of mine and his fists combined." She replied, "Oh no poor thing. Do you want me to come home and take care of him while you're at school?" I replied, "No I've got him stay in California and relax. Have fun take some time off from being a mother. He stats chemo in two days." She replied, "That soon?" I replied, "Well he does need to get reduction surgery. The chemo ends in a few months." She replied, "Are you sure he can make it that long? I mean your great grandma had blatter cancer and she barely made it through." I replied, "Mom it's not blatter cancer it's cancer I didn't want to tell you this but I had cancer myself and I made it through and I'm perfectly healthy now." She replied, "You had cancer and didn't tell me?" I replied, "Yes mom. And I was able to battle it without your help. Where'd you think I was going every day? The mall with my nonexistent friends?" She replied, "Ok Mark I get it. Do you want me to come home or not?" I replied, "Mom I can handle this I told you take a day off." She replied, "Ok Mark bye love you." I replied, "Bye mom love you too." I went back into the room and Sean was shaking and screaming. He's having a night mare. I crawled into bed under the covers and wrapped my arms around him. I whispered, "Ssshhh it's ok Sean I'm here. It's just a dream." He instantly calmed down and woke up enough to wrap his arms around me. It's been about maybe six hours since he last threw up maybe he's good for the night or so I thought until he sprung up and ran to the bathroom. I ran after him. He was already bent over the toilet on the floor. Poor baby. I love him. He doesn't deserve this. I know him better than anyone else on this planet. I sat next to him and rubbed his back. I whispered, "I'll take care of you Sean I'll make sure nothing happens to you." Then I whispered something that I never thought I would ever say out loud or even whisper, "I love you, so much." I mean it's true but what do I have to owe. It's a while later now and Sean is done in the bathroom I helped him up and he flushed the toilet. I let him brush his teeth. I tucked him in and told him that I'd be right back. I left the room and called Felix. One ring and he answered. I said, "Hey Felix." Felix replied, "Hey Mark. How's Sean?" I replied shakily, "Fe-felix i-it's c-cancer h-he h-has a h-huge t-tumor." Felix replied, "I'll be right over. I'm here answer the door." I hung up the phone and opened the door to Felix panting. Felix came in and ran to mine and Sean's room. He sat on the bed and gave Sean a hug then Sean went to sleep. I grabbed the x-rays and left the room with Felix. I showed him one and he broke down into tears. This was already hard enough for me without Felix standing next to me screaming. I said, "Alright Felix we should probably go to bed now." Felix didn't argue he just went to the guest room. I went into my room and got under the covers with Sean. I hugged Sean close and fell asleep. I was awoken about two hours later to the sound of feet going across the hall. Sean sat on the bathroom floor throwing up and sobbing. He was saying, "Just end my life already I don't wanna live anymore." I sat down next to him and rubbed his back. I said, "Sean don't worry this will end soon." Felix walked in and sat on the other side of Sean rubbing his back along with me. I whispered in his ear, "I love you Sean." He's not done yet but he's shaking like he does when he is. He finished and flushed the toilet then he washed his face and went back to bed. When we got to the room I did something stupid... I kissed his neck over and over again him letting out a small moan every time. I carried on and even started to suck a little. Then I noticed him trying to block his collar bone. I pushed his hand out of the way and kissed his collar bone, sucking and nibbling. His moans getting louder by the second. The neighbors are gonna fucking hate me in the morning but I love him so I don't really care. I pulled away when I heard the door open. I said, "Oh hey Felix. What's up man?" Felix replied, "At least try to be a bit quieter." I replied, "Yes master." Felix replied, "Really dude a fucking Egor pun? What's next you make a YouTube channel called 'Markiplier Game'?" I replied, "Haha very funny now get out I was doing something important." And with that Felix left the room. I went back to what I was doing previously. I pushed Sean on the bed.

Warning R ratted+ PG13 ahead!! Don't read if you're under the age of 13!! You've been warned!!!!

Mark's POV (still)

I pushed Sean on the bed. He was eager to undress me and I let him. Without releasing my mouth from his neck I undressed him. I traced my mouth down his chest and abs. Then down all the way to his dick. I without warning put my mouth around it and licked it all over. I got down to his sack and licked it good making sure I got every sweet sweet inch of his flavor. He moaned, "M-mark." He moved his hips up and around. He gripped my hair and pulled making me moan. He reached down to my dick and stroked it fast petting it like it was Chica. He moaned, "I-inside m-me n-now." I removed my mouth from him and flipped him over onto his stomach. I aligned myself with him and waited for his signal. He grabbed me and pulled me down. I thrusted once then once more waited for a signal. He yelled my name in pleasure and that was enough of a signal to move I went deeper and deeper then I hit a spot where he yelled my name at the top of his lungs in pleasure. That made me closer to coming. I moaned, "Sean I'm close." He moaned, "Me too." Soon after he released on the bed and me inside of him.

Mature scene over

Mark's POV (still)

Oh my god. Why did I just do that? That was stupid. I know I have my wants and needs but I didn't even give him the chance to think for himself. I'm so stupid. He's mourning and has cancer why did I do that? I'm pressuring him into a relationship that he probably doesn't truly want. I got out of bed to wash my face then went searching for his pocket knife. "Where did I put that damn knife", I asked whispering. I finally found it.

Warning vivid description of self harm!! Skip if you get triggered by that!! You've been warned!!!!

Mark's POV (still)

Once I found the knife I locked myself in the downstairs bathroom. I took off my shirt and pressed the knife against my newly healed skin. I dragged once and the blood rushed from my skin making me feel satisfied. I dragged once more now the blood is mixed with tears but the sobs are silent. I dragged for the third time the drops of blood fell to the floor quickly. I unlocked the door and dragged again and again and again until I felt at ease. I dragged once more then I ran upstairs to take a quick shower before putting my shirt back on.

Over for now

Sean's POV (for the first time in forever)

I was awoken by the sounds of footsteps coming up the stairs then I realized Mark wasn't in bed so I knew it was him. I heard droplets of something hitting the floor in the hallway. Water? I hope. I waited for the bathroom door to close then went into the hall to see what was hitting the floor. I looked at the floor to see bright crimson red drops of blood. 'Was Mark slitting?' I couldn't help but think. I quietly ran to the downstairs bathroom to see my pocket knife on the edge or the sink with that same bright crimson red blood covering it. 'But why was he slitting?' My mind couldn't help but gloss over that. 'Was he slitting because of what we did?' My mind went back to that subject as I walked upstairs to hear the shower turning off. 'Crap!!' I thought to myself and ran into the bedroom quickly hurting my leg. I laid back in bed and pretended to sleep. When Mark came in he kissed my forehead and laid down next to me (after he got dressed) then wrapped his arms around me. I felt his fresh scars on my skin. I pretended that I just woke up and yawned. I looked him in his stunning chocolate brown eyes. I looked at his arm. I asked concerned, "What's wrong Mark?" He replied, "It's nothing Sean don't worry about me." I replied concerned, "What is it really Mark?" He replied, "I've been doing some research on the reduction surgery that you're supposed to get and the results weren't very pleasant." I replied, "Mark you can tell me what they were I won't freak out." He replied, "The results were... They were... Only 85% of people who get the surgery survive."

Hey guys the end of chapter five. Woah what a cliffhanger. What do you think will happen next? Is Mark lying or telling the truth? Find out in the next chapter. Of there was any typos please let me know by commenting in a nice way. Love you. See all you beautiful people on the other side. Bye.

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