Never Let Go

//Lucy's POV//

Will walked me out of the school, and walked me home. He said 'show up tomorrow? You are literally my only friend.'

'Sure, Will...'

'Its true!! Follow me, I'll show you something!'

He walked me down a few streets, into town and into a small Alley.

We've been going out for 4 months now, I trust him not to do anything stupid, but he jumped onto a bin, and climbed up onto a roof.

He held out his hand for me, and I took it. He lifted me up onto the roof.

The next thing I know, we are making out under the stars on a roof. He grabbed my arm, and whispered 'I love you' into my ear. He grabs his school bag and pulls out some glasses and a bottle of something.

'Babe, what's that.'

'I don't know, you tell me.'

He hands me a glass. I'm nervous, but as I said. I trust him. I took a sip, it tastes normal. Like a raspberry cordial. I giggle and finish the glass.

The last thing I remember was going over to mine late that night with Will. I woke up naked, in my bed, Will next to me, also naked. I see a small tattoo on my wrist, it clearly says 'Goodnight'.

I jump out of bed, and get dressed. I grab my bike and ride to the church. I text Will.

'WILL!! What did you do? Why do I have a tattoo? Please tell me we didn't have sex!'

He replied ten minutes later.

'Love you babe.'

THATS ALL?! Dude, I could be pregnant, 16, and all he says is 'love you babe.'!?!

I text back.

'Don't call me that.'

He didn't reply. I sat at the flowers near the church and cry. I check the time on my phone, it's only 5am.

In my head all that's spinning is 'Will Baker, Lucy Baker, Baby Baker...'

And this STUPID ink!! My father is gonna kill me! I get my book bag out, and grab my blades - Yeah, I used to cut - I was about to cut again, when I got a text from Will.

'Church isn't gonna help, it's already done.' I scream, and through the blades in the flowers, one by one. All 3 blades are gone. Some young teen will find them, and start cutting. I get on my bike and ride to Via's house. She's my cousin. She's 17 and a mother of two, she'll help me.