I..... I'm sorry. I can't do anything anymore. I watch videos on YouTube but they can't heal what's been done to me. My own father has wounded me, he didn't even apologise he just kissed my head and said "I say things when I'm mad, you know I love you right?" My depression was bad before that but I've been hurt past the point I should have broken. And yet I still haven't cracked. I only bend farther backwards for the man who doesn't see me. He sees my younger siblings, he sees his other children, but me I'm tossed aside like a mistake. I'm so sorry. I know exactly what's going on he thinks I'm stupid he thinks I don't know just because he didn't tell me. But I'm not stupid and I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry you guys my life is shit. I..... I can't fix it..... I'm so tired. I'm sorry
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