My ex hasn't stopped with the emotional stuff. My brother tried to kill himself. My boyfriend and I are fighting but I did it on purpose and I'll tell you why. This whole week I've been having the longest non stop anxiety attack I've ever had. I can't get it to stop. And it's gotten so bad, I can't feel anything. I feel like a yandere, I can't feel anything I'm numb, I made my boyfriend mad at me so he'd yell so I could feel something. I've been trying to get everyone to hurt me so I can feel something. I do for a little bit but it goes away. I can't do it anymore you guys, I can't live and be sane anymore. I need you guys.......
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Aléatoirethis is for all my readers just in case they want to read the non updates I make, but I hate interrupting stories so I'm putting them here
