Life Is Hard *graylu*

Chapter 34: His words

Lucys pov:
"W-w-what?" Was his last words i heard from him that day. U must be wondering why right?

Earlier...

"W-w-what?" Gray lossened his hand that was holding mine and just stared at me. I couldnt help myself at this point, i felt anger and sadness take over me. It was stupid of me to let it take control now, i had nothing to say to him but i had my actions to speak for me.

I pushed him away from me, got up, and ran out of the house. It seemed like he was upset with me and broke his promise so i left. I ran as fast as i could until i reached to a park. I saw little children running around and playing, like innocent souls. The breeze gently slapped my face as it blew behind my direction. I felt relieved.

I looked down at my hands, then at my stomach. I shook my head and walked over to the swings and just sat there, lost into thought.

"Lucy?" I heard a familiar voice infront of me. I looked up slowly and saw Jellal. My ex boyfriend.

"J-jellal?" I questioned him then let my head look down. He knelt down to look at me and gently grabbed my chin to face him.

"Whats wrong Luce?" He looked at me with worry in his eyes. I brought back memories of when we were together.

"N-nothing.. dont worry about me" i fake smiled at him but he didnt seem to buy it. He hugged me and played with my hair for a awhile.

"You know im here for u right?" Jellal pushed me away for a little and brushed my hair to the side.

"Jellal..." i couldnt hold in my emotions anymore. I jumped at him causing us both to fall, me landing on top of him and cried onto his chest. He seemed to be suprised but then started to comfort me.

"Shhh lucy its alright." Jellal didnt move but instead had his arms around my waist. I felt a bit safe from it all but it wasnt the same.

After awhile i stopped crying, Jellal wiped my tears away and helped me up. Part of me missed Jellal but the other part misses Gray.

"Can u walk Lucy?" Jellal asked me with one arm around my waist and the other holding my hand.

"I think so..." i tried to walk but my legs trembled. I guess i mustve ran too much. Jellal noticed my legs, he sweeped me off my feet, carrying me bridal style. I could feel a tint of red on my cheeks. I wanted Jellal to take me back to Gray but i know i cant see him..

"Lucy, if its ok.. may i ask what happend?" Jellal looked deep into my eyes while carrying me to his house i suppose. I couldnt help but stared back, i want to look away but i just cant.

"W-well..." I stuttered but decided to wait until we got somewhere private.

Jellals house

Jellal placed me down on his bed and sat down next to me, waiting. I took a deep breath and sighed. I explained him the story, he too seems rather shock. He moved closer to me and pulled me in for a hug. As he hugged me, i could hear my heart pound a little. I cant have feelings for Jellal again, i have Gray now but... does Gray even want me? Does he even care about me?  I was lost into thought until Jellal pulled my chin to his face. What was he doing? I felt my heart pound like crazy and my mind racing.

I suddenly felt soft lips on mine. I wanted to push him off. I wanted to run. I wanted to run to Gray. Run away from this. But i just satted there, waiting.

My lips moved on its own then started to kiss him back. NO! I had to take control now. I grabbed his shoulders and pushed him back, i could see he was suprised and confused on what just happened. I looked at him then at his lips, i touched my lips and looked at him again. He seemed flustered.

Knock knock
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Hello u guys! So i decided to just finish this book!

Life is just hard when u have school to worry about ;^;

So anyways...

Im thinking about writing a new book called,

Dear diary

Based on Graylu and a little bit of Nalu or Jerlu or any kind of ship u guys want. In the end its Graylu 😂 cause i love it so much lmao

So i hope u guys read it when i publish the first few chapters!

Have a nice day/night!