Dear Diary

third entry

Dear diary,

I was single forever but the last few months for me have been havacc. I met a friend on discord, but she was hiding something. Now in the beginning were like puzzle pieces fitting into each other interests perfectly. Caring for her came naturally. When she was sad I would try to make her feel better. When she got mad I'd ask why. Never has she screamed at me for being annoying. Never has she yelled at me for acting stupid. And never has she toke her anger out on me.

We'd talk to eachother nearly everyday. Days turned into restless nights on end staying up just listening to her. At first i thought it was just me being nice. But soon my feelings grew into something more. I know her from a friend. Every relationship I've ever had ended up going terrible. My aura is dark and unlucky. So when ever i was happy  something would happen to ruin it. Maybe it was because i let it effect me. Maybe because I kniw i'll never be happy.

After a few weeks of our friend ship i noticed that she was getting hacked alot. She always got the account back but it never stopped. I didnt want to question why i was to scared of the answer. But we played a game where we could customize our charators. When i first met her i th ought she was a male her charator was a male she looked like a male. But when i noticed a femine change in her charator i asked if she was trans. And she said she was I was so happy. Ive always wanted to meet a trans person.  IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO TALK ASK HOW THEY SPENT THERE LIFE........ i was so happy that she told me.  And she explained why she was getting hacked all the time. Someone for the last few years has been hacking her accounts and ruining her life and turning people against her because of what gender she knows she is.

My frist encounter:

We were on a call for the last few hours. We both laughing and joking about something she had said. Then i niticed that someone joined the sever. We were in a private sever so I asked if she knew who this guy was. And he said to her in chat "hey horror" What the hell is a horror...
"What," i type in response for her.
"Your friends with a horror" he said
Maybe it mean trany or something...
I went on a rant talking about how he thinks shes getting affected being called such terrrible things after around 15 to 20 minutes of arguing i ask her what horror meant.
Whore......
Horror meant whore
I started to feel my blood boil who the hell did this kid think he was.
When i tpld him off about calling people such bad names he replied with "god sent me on earth to stop people like her" the onky thing good about this kid was that he was acknowledging the female pronouns like 'she' or 'her'.

In rage i start calling him horrible names so that he could taste hos she felt.  She wouldn't defend herself she's a kind soul an angle. I may be a pacifist but if someone disrespect my friend calling them horrible names like whore you best believe im gonna hurt you.

After a while i got him to leave saying "im gonna go tell my mommy"
"And ill love to tell her about the nasty thing her child is saying to people" 

I never saw him again.......until an hour later in a different game trying to cheer her up.
"The horrors here"
" Leave, I SAID LEAVE YOU IMCOMPETENT FREAK, YOUR A NASTY KID GO BEFORE I G WRT A MODERATOR AND BAN YOU, YOUR MOMS A HORROR AND YOUR A HORROR BABY" someone notjced and asked what was going on. i told hrr what happened but by time he left i had already told her what happened.

People still harrass her. But im happy knowing i can be there to help her get through and telling them off