Her Half Brothers||BTS Kim Line Fanfiction (#TheAbsolute2018)

II :Fault and Blame

•jennie•

I couldn't stop my tears from welling up from my eyes. It seems that the heavens decided to have the same feelings as me. The sky eventually grew darker,clouds of grey shades began to take over and covered the sun. Long with the eventual tears in my eyes,the heavens cried as well. My sunflower dress was now soaked wet,my mouth half open because I still cannot believe what happened.

"Jaebum. Dumped. Me" I said to myself to make myself realize the situation I was in at the moment. I felt so weak and powerless then that my knees gave up and I knelt on the moist and wet surface of the wooden bridge. The rain didn't stop pouring on my face,and the tears did not stop as well.

It was a good thing no one was there as that place was rarely visited when the blossoms are not in bloom. I lied down on my side as I felt so weak now. I can't even stand up to go home. I don't have the strength to get up,not to go home,but to chase after him and I regretted that. Jaebum was my strength, well he was supposed to be. But he left me anyways.

I loved Jaebum so much,so I guess that would be a bit hard. I knew he loved me too,a lot that's why it hurts a lot more because I don't know why he would do that. We were still fine when he took me home from the mall. We were still fine when he went to my house the other night.

What went wrong?

You know,maybe it's me. Maybe I did some things that weren't enough for him. Maybe my entirety was not enough for him. Maybe it got boring with me. Maybe I wasn't beautiful anymore. Maybe it's me and not him.

I'll never know.

As far as I know,I did my best. I tried to do my best for him,all the time. I'd cook him his lunch everyday, I'd do his homework, I'd help him with his projects, I'd do anything for him as long as I knew it would make him happy because I'm happy when he's happy. JB was the sunshine of my life and no wonder the rain clouds appeared when he left me.

"Why did he leave me?" I asked myself but I can't answer that.

After a while of being soaked in the rain and my own tears,I closed my eyes. I want to sleep and never wake up. I want the rain to never end but I want my tears to end,I want the hurt to end. Maybe if I sleep here,atleast a little of the pain will be gone. I don't even care about the rain anymore. I closed my eyes without a care in the world about what will happed to me.

I don't even care about myself,all I care about is Jaebum.

"And he's gone,so fuck that care."

And with that said,I fell asleep,wet and sad under the rain.

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a/n

short one idk how to make people suffer.