IV :Telling and Knowing

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•jaebum•

"I need an explanation Jaebum"

Those words I read from Jennie's text really hit me hard. I loved her,I swear to god and I still care for her even until now. We wouldn't have lasted for 3 years if we're only joking and fooling around am I right? I loved her for real.

And I still love her up till now.

Jennie,she was special. She was a girl that once was just my dream. First day of first year high school,I saw her. I was in awe. She looked so beautiful with the braces and the glasses. Her body wasn't the best but it was every bit perfect for me. I liked her a lot from then on,a feeling that other people don't feel towards her because yes,she was a nerd that time.

However,third year high school,she changed. She became a radical and hot chick roaming the campus halls. She was so beautiful and so much different from first year Jennie. People suddenly started liking her as much as I do. Her appearance changed but my feelings for her didn't. Well in a way they did change.

I loved her even more now.

I started courting her and we got together during the 2nd Quarter of our 3rd Year in high school. We became legal on both sides of my family and she can come over to my house and I can come over to hers as well. She loved me as much as I loved her. We we're perfect. Inseparable. The perfect image of a love that could last forever.

But,who thought forever was just for 3 years.

I scanned my phone to check on our photos together. I can't help but cry because this girl is no longer mine. I had to let her go. I didn't want to leave her. I wanted to be with her and no other else. Jennie was the one. I knew it.

While I continued swiping from picture to picture,I heard a knock from my door. The knocks we're feeble and not that loud,but it was enough for me to notice. It was my mom.

"Come in,mom" I said to her. I then placed my phone on the table next to me.

"Did you end things with Jennie?" she said to me in sad tone.

"I did mom" I said then looked at her.

"I hope you didn't let her off without and explanation" she said.

"I didn't tell her yet mom" I replied while looking down on my lap. My mom patted my head and stroked my hair.

"You know,Jennie was a beautiful person,in looks and in character. It's a shame you had to let her go because of your father's choice." she said in a voice as if she was about to cry.

"I really liked her for you JB.She was the spitting image of that dream girl you used to draw when you were 5" she was still stroking my hair. I put my palms on my head. I didn't know what to do. I loved Jennie with all my heart but I can't bear to see her get hurt because of me.

"She deserves an explanation,JB. She has to know why." Mom lifted my head and looked at me in the eye sharply.

"You have to go see her and tell her
everything,she needs to know and you need to tell her." she said and smiled at me with traces of tears in her eyes.I nodded then hugged her tightly.

"Well I better go now,I have some chores to attend to " she said to me then left. I got my phone from the table. I unlocked it and went to my messaging app.

"Maybe,I should go see her" I said as I typed her name in the contacts and pressed it to start a conversation.

a/n

deym,JB's mom be supportive asf as well cri.

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⏰ Last updated: May 09, 2018 ⏰

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