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i've been wishing for a rest
from this immense sadness
brooding on my chest.
tell me to stop this madness,
as my head functions to behest
itself to think im so much less,
to think im second best.
im such a fucking mess.
wondering: "am i just a jest?"
tell me not to guess.
but still, i tremble violently inside lest--
you'd actually say yes.

-5/2/18.

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