Hi I know almost no one reads this but it's for myself. Just to let my thoughts out.
So I wanted to talk about "LIFE"
Some who are reading this maybe want to kill them selves.. and I'm one of them.
But I Watched the titanic today and it made me thinking.
Live is so precious I know that you may don't see any future or life in it but there are so many people who want to survive.. what about all of those children and their family's trying to survive in a country with so much blood and pain. Why why why I'm asking you why? Isn't it sad that because of one person who thinks he is the leader of this world a whole life changes. Those wars why I just don't see the fk point and it's so sad... what the hell are we doing we only live ONCES and I'm telling you ONCE for the people who want to kill them selves because everyday is full of pain including me. We only live once's and we don't take that serious but when we die we NEVER come back and it never stops. And no you really shouldn't think about that bc it wil drive you insane. So please enjoy you're life, maybe now it is a complete hell so many tears so many fears. Al those fights with yourself . A broken heart that has fallen into peace's. I know we only see that as the outway. But it's not okay. I know now is sad and dark and empty. But you can't see you're future maybe maybe maybe later
You maybe have kids and you can see them grow and grow and be happy. Or you can have a job you like:) what about all those pretty country's with the pretty nature and lovely people and even if you have aniexty and I know it's hard but yes you can meet so much people all with their own story. And one day you will be fine.
If you have depression/ and eating disorder/ ocd / aniexty/ ptsd or other things. It doesn't matter
But one day it will be fine it will be better.
And I know not everything will be better.
If you have a illness that maybe will kill you I'm sooo sorry for u. And I can't promise you that will be better but you have to stay strong. The world can be such a nice places but all we do is think about how we look and what we have.
You have to know one thing we have been blessed with this earth. Isn't it amazing like so cool that we are here? We live in a big big big bowl full of water, air, animals &human, sand, nature and so much more but why do we want to hurt the earth with all of our mess. Do you understand that every year there is like 8million kg plastic lands in the sea? We are disgusting how can we do this? Ugh I hate this
I hate it that we are all so mean to each other and that is all about how pretty we are or how many friends we got and how many money. Pls guys you are all so worth it and it isn't our fault of everything but I think that we can make the world better with small things.
KEEP THE EARTH CLEAN
CARE ABOUT EACHOTTER
LOVE AND LIVE LIFE
And even tho Some off you want to die When I saw the Titanic it Made me speachless. So sad and we never know What will hapen and its okay not to be okay and it is okay to be scared. But I saw that when people are in panick or when it's about surviving or dying we all can't think normal and we may do stupid things but we really shouldn't blame each otter because you never know how you would react. Please be nice to the world and yourself.
I'm going to sleep well at least try to.
I know this doesn't make any sense but my head is just sooo full the whole day my head constantly thinks and there are coming soo much storys like this in my head things I want to say but I won't say it so I thought let's write a bit of it down.
I love you
