Ughhhh

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It's that time again.
Lying all alone in bed.
Tears falling down my face.
Sad music on highest volume .
The time depression starts to Show.
It's with you the whole day.
When it has a chance it grabs you.
I see boys all the damn day
I mean of course I do.
It's just.
There is that one boy I still don't understand.
I mean yeah I'm kinda over it but I'm just so empty,
Like I need a soul who brings back some light .
A boy who cuddles me when I'm crying
A boy who understands
Sometimes Netflix kills me
You see the perfect guys.
Well perfect for me
American horror story I mean Tate .. I can't get enough of him.
River dale ..
Cole sprouse omg I just ugh
And I really REALLY understand why I'm single.
And it's not I want to have a boyfriend just to say o I have a boyfriend
NO
I just need someone to love
A reason to live
A smile to wake up with
A dream to dream off
A text to fall asleep with.
I I just don't know what to say.
I'm just heartbroken
I can't cry anymore.
A little bit of tears came tonight but the rest..
I just feel soo damn lonely and broken and depressed I can't even cry.
It's the worst feeling.
Feeling broken
Listening to the song "Roslyn from bon iver "
Well goodnight sweeties .
Hope y'all fine.

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