my girl | knj

Chapter 6

By the way later on you will see: y/f/s this means your favorite show.

Jungkook

After dance practice, I checked the time and noticed it was 12:15 a.m I stayed up late, later than the guys. I focus better when I'm alone, it gives me time to reflect on my feelings. I drank some water then packed my stuff up and slept in my shared room with Namjoon. When I got there he was laughing at something on his phone screen.

"What are you doing up?" I started. "I thought you were asleep," He looked up at me surprised to hear my voice.

"Oh, well you were working so hard I didn't want to bother you, and the others noticed how into the practice you were. It was as if you were dancing somewhere else. Is there something on your mind?" Namjoon asked me. I started at him irritated. He's perfect, he's strong, handsome, smart, and he get's Y/n.

"No I'm fine, I just wanted to work extra hard," I mumbled under my breath as I walked to my side of the room. I picked up my pj's from under my pillow and speed walked to the bathroom before he could ask me anything else. I placed my clothes on top of the counter and stripped for the shower I was about to take. I started at my sweaty body in the face mirror.

I feel like I have to be strong for everyone else, but here I am, falling apart. Sometimes I feel like I can't let go of her making me sad. She's the only thing that makes me happy, well besides singing and dancing and my friends and family. But it could all be too much. Huh, no wonder she doesn't like me, how can she love me if I can't love myself?

I thought all these thoughts as I looked at myself. A single tear could be seen falling down my right cheek. Great, I've become a cry baby. I got into the shower, closed the curtain and turned on the water. Instantly hot water was rushing down my toned body. It felt good as if all my regrets and sins were rushing away. Including the feeling of love.

Namjoon

Jungkook was acting very strange as if he had been holding back something. Oh well, maybe he's just grumpy for being tired after dancing so much.

I went back to looking at all the fun pictures I took with y/n. There was one I loved a lot, it was of us at a fair with ice-cream mustaches. She had a peace sign up and I had my right arm wrapped around her shoulder and had the phone taking our picture. That night was the best night I had with her ever.

"I can't wait to see her tomorrow." I smiled to myself. I stared at the picture for a few seconds more than I placed my phone on my desk next to me and headed to sleep.

Y/n

It was a Saturday morning and I woke up to the sound of a dog barking outside my house. I looked through my window to see Yeontan, Taehyung's dog barking at my door to my house.

"V, what's he doing here at 7 in the morning?" I asked myself out loud. I ran down the stairs and opened my door to see Tae was in a position to knock on the door when he noticed I was there it was too late. He banged on my forehead three times before noticing me in front of him.

"Oh! Y/n-Chan I'm so sorry I didn't notice you 죄송합니다 (sorry) !" V apologized while doing a 90-degree bow.

"It's okay, come in, come in, it's chilly out," I said to him. He walked his dog inside my home and we sat down on the couch, Yeontan laid on top of V's feet as we talked.

"So I heard you and Namjoon are going on a date." He said.

"Yup, later on, today it'll be a dinner date, I'm not exactly sure what it means for us, but I'm still excited," I responded.

"Well I just wanted to wish you good luck, I'm very happy for you two."

"Awe, thanks V," I said then hugged him.

"Wait, you came all the way here just to wish me well?"

"Oh no, I just happened to walk by your house as I was walking Yeontan hahaha."

"Ah, well that makes sense hehe." I laughed at myself.

V stood up as he was getting ready to leave.

"Do you want to stay for coffee, or water or something?" I asked him as I walked him to the door.

"No thanks, I gotta get going, but text me after the date, bye y/n!" V called out as he walked down my stairs leaving.

"Goodbye V!" I called back as I closed the door. Well, I better get ready for tonight I still have no idea what I'm gonna wear.

I got into my shower and then I brushed my teeth then applied makeup. Okay now, what should I wear? Oh, I should go for something casual. I pulled out a grey and white striped sweater and a burgundy colored skater skirt. I put on black knee socks with black combat boots and cute black kitty cat ears to go with it. I grabbed my black clutch and modeled in front of my mirror.

"Perfect!" I said to myself as I looked at my outfit in the mirror. I looked like a teenager who was going on a job interview. Hopefully, Namjoon will like it. I thought to myself. I checked the time to see it was 5:45. Namjoon said he would be here around this time. For a past time, I sat on the couch and put on y/f/s A few minutes into the show I got a message it was from Namjoon. He changed the plans from meeting at night to just driving to my place.

Namjoon

I'll be there soon just stuck in traffic

Read 5:59

Y/n

Okay, can't wait!

text me when you get here

I don't want you texting and driving!!

Read 6:02

Namjoon

Okay, I'll stop texting you

but it's hard to resist

You're so cute I can't stand not talking to you!

see you in a few

Read 6:05

Y/n

See you <3

Delivered

Namjoon

I'm outside cutie!

Read: 6:22

Y/n

Coming!!

Read: 6:23

I'll include the details on the date in the next chapter. I hope you enjoyed.