my girl | knj

Chapter 18

Sorry I was gone for so long my family was on vacation and I couldn't update. But i'm back and I hope you enjoy!

Suga

I woke up at 5:00 this morning since I couldn't sleep. I sat up from my bed and stared at my almost empty room. I yawned while stretching and put on comfy sweats and Nikes. I decided to go for a run since I had nothing else to do. I filled up a water bottle then connected my earbuds to my phone and into my ears and left the house. I started to play some music as I jogged down my local neighborhood. I jogged towards a park that was near me and then turned my head to see a young girl and boy being swung by their parents. They looked to be four or five. It's pretty early for kids that age to be outside, but I must admit I miss my parents swinging me. I looked away from the family before I would start feeling sorry for myself and kept jogging. I found a path that lead to a forest that was open to bikers, skaters, and people who went on runs. It wasn't to far from the park and I'd never been there before so I decided to run in. It was beautiful! there were all types of flowers along the sides of the path and the trees shown bits of sunlight through them. Teenagers were biking in groups and families were taking walks together.

Seeing these people together in unity was giving me a good feeling inside. I couldn't help but giggle to myself like a little girl who had gotten a new doll or something. I wanted to see my hyung's and dongsaeng's (Older/younger brothers If i'm wrong please correct me) Even little Y/n made me feel as if I were her older bro. I missed them all. As I sighed to myself as I continued my lonely jog.

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When I arrived back to my apartment it was 7:00 and I was more tired then I was when I woke up. I sighed for the second time today and showered. I then ate breakfast and lay on my bed contemplating on life and my most recent events.

I wonder how Y/n and Joonie are holding up? Hopefully Mrs.Kim will like Y/n.

As more thoughts ran in my mind I slowly fell into a deep slumber not noticing I had a missed call from Namjoon himself.

Jimin

I stared at my reflection in the mirror in front of me miles and miles of skin down to my arms, legs, and my feet back up to my face. My chubby cheeks the ones that my beloved A.R.M.Y seem to love so much. Why? It's nothing more then just fat and whatever is contained in it. I frowned at myself.

My thighs are to thick I need to work on my calves. So are my arms, ugh I also need to work on my triceps this is too stressful! Why couldn't I look like the others Jungkook is younger than me and has abs and everything! I'm not good enough and I never will be.

I put my shirt back on as well as my shorts and walked to a gym not far from my apartment. When I got to the gym I signed in and walked to an elliptical machine today I decided to use it since I've never used one before. I put the speed up a bit and started moving my legs. After about 20 minutes into it a man who was super fit walked to the machine next to me and started his workout. Why is he here? He is already strong as the hulk! I bet he's just trying to show off.

Because I was jealous of him I speed up the speed of my machine and my legs were forced to move faster than I was comfortable with. The man next to me looked at me oddly and then down at my legs. look away, look away! "um, sir are you okay? You don't look to well?" He asked me. I turned to him slowly and gave him a fake smile, "I'm fine sir, I'm just challenging myself hehe!" I fake laughed. He continued to stare at me uncertain of what to do and nodded his head as if he wanted to get away of my lunatic self and then slowly turned of his machine and walked away from me but not before giving me a fake closed eye smile. I remained on the machine for another 2 hours and then got a call from J-hope.

J-hope

"Did he answer?" Namjoon asked as he sat down on the couch in front of me. He came over to hang out.

"No, he's probably practicing. I'm sure he'll call back." I responded nervously.

"What if he isn't taking care of himself. Jimin is very insecure about his body and always wants to do what the A.R.M.Y want to see."

"I'm pretty sure he's fine, Jimin is strong whatever he's going through he will fight past it." Namjoon smiled. I nodded my head and looked down at my phone.

I know he's not okay if he was then I would know I have a gut feeling.

"I think we should head to his apartment." I said standing up and walking towards the door. Namjoon quickly chased after me and pulled me back from my shoulder. Turning me around rather forcefully.

"If Jimin needed help he knows to come and ask for it."

"But Namjoon! Jimin doesn't always speak his mind, he's probably starving himself right now. He needs his dongsaeng's, he needs his friends!" I shouted at him. Namjoon stared at me shocked.

I had never raised any voice at him or ordered him to do something. He was taken back, but I guess it paid off. He let go of my shoulder and walked backwards so I could open the door. He nodded at me and we exited the building in search for our best friend.

I hope you liked this chapter it was something different. I apologize for not updating next week I was very busy. I will write the rest of the members POV in the next chapter then you will get a chapter about Y/n and Namjoon. Stay tuned!!

Love, Author-Chan
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