my girl | knj

Chapter 19

Suga

I rubbed my eyes when I woke up from my sleep and looked around my room. I was confused. I remember going on a jog and then coming back home, so then why did I feel so...weird? That happens quite often, It's like something is missing and nothing feels right. As if you know something bad or exciting will happen. I shrugged the thought away and picked up my phone from my nightstand and saw I had a missed call from Namjoon.

"Hmm, I wonder what he wants," I said to my self as I called him back. The phone rang two times before his raspy voice was heard on the other end.

"Hello, Suga?" Namjoon asked.

"Hey, Namjoon how are you? Is everything okay?" I asked him worriedly. He doesn't call me that much.

"Oh! I'm fine I just called to see if you were okay. I don't know how to explain it, but I had this urge to call you like you weren't okay or something. hehe now that I think about it it's kind of stupid, but I felt pathetic not to call you so, how are you?" Namjoon finished.

I smiled to myself he is a great friend always putting us before himself. He is so selfless. Sometimes I have these episodes where I don't feel like myself and I just seem gloomy. Namjoon has always been there the most when this happens.

"Now that you mention it, I was feeling a bit gloomy this morning, but it was just because I missed you and the others. I feel a lot better now after talking to you so thank you." I responded leaning back onto the headboard of my bed.

"Ah! Good, I wouldn't want you to be sad. But Suga you know if you ever need something or someone to talk to you don't have to be afraid to call. I'm always one call away!" Namjoon spoke I could hear a smile form on his face as he spoke.

"I know, but you know how I am. I'm not very good at explaining my feelings. But I'll keep that in mind thank you."

"No problem, now make sure you take care of yourself. Make sure you eat, exercise, and watch for your health. Don't do anything that messes with your mental health either." He reminded me.

"Yes, dad." I joked he giggled.

"Well I have to get going, J-hope and I are looking for Jimin do you happen to know where he is by any chance?" He spoke.

"He's probably at the gym, is something wrong, did something happen to him?" I asked.

"We're not 100% sure but we think Jimin might be in trouble. We have a gut feeling."Namjoon answered.

"We? who else is there, is the whole crew with you?" I asked now sitting up.

"No, just J-hope and I. We're going to head to the gym tell the others to search for him in other possible places," Namjoon said then hung up.

Where are you Jimin, ugh deomi (dummy) you need to take care of yourself?

I got up and called the other members and Y/n then left home.

Jimin

*ringgg ringgg* I looked down at my phone to see J-hope was calling me but I just declined his call and turned off my phone. I don't want to deal with them.