Me:
-The movie was ok what did y-
He was asleep. This boy really likes to sleep.
*What's the time now?*
It was 2 p.m.
I slightly touched his arm.
Me:
-Wake up.
Suga:
-I don't want to.
Me:
-It's 2 already. We have to go.
Suga:
-Fine.
He lazily got up and waited for me.
Me:
-I will go get mum. I'll be back.
I ran upstairs and reached the room where she was staying.
The door was a bit opened and she was talking and... crying?
I wanted to push the door and enter but I stopped. Something didn't let me. I stepped away from the door.
Me:
-Mom we have to go.
Mum:
-I w-will be there in a second.
*Why was she crying?*
I got back to Suga worried.
Suga:
-Are we go- are you ok?
Me:
-I am but mum's not.
Suga:
-What happened?
Me:
-I don't know, when I got to her room I heard her crying.
Mum:
-Let's go.
Suga:
-We will find out don't worry.
I nodded, took my luggage and headed to the door.
-after half an hour-
We arrived at the airport. We were walking towards the gate when I saw someone looking familiar.
*No please don't tell me she's here... I think I am hallucinating.*
She couldn't be here. I just hold tight onto Suga's arm.
Suga:
-Hey what is it?
Me:
-Nothing.
He gave me a look, I know he noticed something was wrong but I just kept walking.
Me:
-A candy shop! Let's go inside!
Suga:
-Really?
Me:
- Yes let's go!
I dragged him inside the shop and started staring at the candies like a kid.
Me:
-Look at this lollipop! It's so big.
I was excited over the lollipop but then I saw her again.
Me:
-You know what let's go mum is waiting for us outside and we don't want to loose the flight.
I know I may sound crazy with all this mood swings, but we had to get out of there.
I took his hand and guided him outside.
Mum:
-Let's hurry.
Me:
-Wait I need to go to the toilet.
Mum:
- Ok I will wait here.
Suga:
-I will go with her.
As we were walking he took my hand and entered the girls' bathroom.
Me:
-What are you doing?
Suga:
-You tell me. You are stressed. Why is that?
Me:
-In scared, I say as I put my hand on his chest.
Suga:
-Scared of what? Flying?
Me:
-No.. I thought I..
Suga:
-Tell me.
Me:
-I thought I.. What? Mom!
We turn around and saw Jennie's men dragging mom outside.
Me:
-No!
Suga pulled me into a tight hug and covered my mouth.
Suga:
-Don't. They will see us.
He slowly let go.
Me:
-They took mom...
Suga:
-Y/n I am sorry. We have to go.
Me:
-No!
Suga:
-Come on!
Me:
-We have to get her!
Suga:
-We have to go!
Me:
-But...
Suga:
-Y/n! Your mother will die soon!
Silence. Nothing to say, no tears to cry. I could feel no emotion at all. I didn't know how to react.
Me:
-You knew...
...
Me:
-Tell me! You knew and didn't tell me..
Suga:
-I didn't want to tell you. I knew you would react like this and I wanted your mom to tell you, he said while taking my hand in his.
I pushed his hand away.
Me:
-How. How is she going to die? How do you know?!
Suga:
-She told me when we were at the house. I promised I will always take care of you and protect you. She has cancer. She won't have much time left.
Me:
-Let's go.
He looked at me surprised.
Suga:
-What?
Me:
-Let's get on that plane already.
