Recap
Adrian tried taking my phone but I dodged it ..
Me: tf wrong with u ???y u tagged me ??
Adrian: it's better if u don't read them..😲😐
Recap over
Me: Adrian,wym....
Adrian: Asia ,please don't read them i beg
I ignored him ,I opend my phone and went on IG and started reading Frm Adrian's post of MWAAAA😊I went to the comments and scrolled down while reading and my smile turned into a frown😐😖
I looked back to Adrian 😐then back to my phone😖and back to him ......
Me:y would he say that ??? And sais SHE LOVES HIM WHEN SHE DONT AND HE LOVES HER WHEN HE DONT ,THEY DONT KNOW WATS LOVE ADRIAN !!!! LOVE IS WAT I HAD AND STILL HAVE FOR HIM AND HE TRADED IT FOR A GOLD DIGGER THAT DON'T EVEN LOVE HIM AT ALL ,I LOVE HIM I DO ,HE MADE FEEL IMPORTANT SINCE MY DAD LEFT ME LIKE A PILE OF NOTHING , AND WITH HIM I FELT LIKE FINNALY SOMEONE CARES ABOUT ME AND NOW HIS GONE I might as well go too..😖😭
I grabbed a knife and ran to my room
"Asia,no please,"I heard Adrian screaming but I ignored him , hot tears ran down my cheeks ,I can't anymore I just can't 😦😖 trust me I can't ,I know it seems petty killing ur self over a boy but I -cant anymore I CANT STAND IT!!! I love him and seeing him happy with another gurl isn't making me happier so I might ....just ....die so I can't suffer anymore😖😖😖😭
I started hearing different voices coming Frm the door ..... I guess Nique and Ayo back 😦,I hate them seeing me like this but I promise it's the last time anyways 😒😖
"Nique ,I love u so much , u and Ayo a cute couple😁,sorry Adrian but I love y'all hope to see y'all on the other side ❤❤,"I said with the knife on my wrist ready to cut my self ....
"Asia ,please😿😿😭,I can't loose u ,please..... "
I'm sorry , 😩I started cutting my self hard ,ignoring the pain and my friends , I continued cutting until i saw blood ...... I stopped , I thought to myself I am hurting the people around me like the person who hurt me ....and it don't help 😢I just look at the wall ,I got up and went to the door and opened it with my head facing down ,with my other hand full of blood with the knife.....
"Asia!!!!😦"they said hugging me
"I'm so sorry ,guys I just couldn't stand ..." I got cut off by nique hugging me even tighter
"It's ok , I understand i hope Teo happy😟😒....." She said backing away and wipping my tears
Nique moved out of the way so Ayo would see me .....
Ayo just didn't say anything he just hugged me ....
A little later we backed away ...
Ayo: I'm sorry ,I really am 😥😥
Me: Mash ,boy it's okay
I said tryna smile 😁,
"Now let's go get u cleaned up "nique said
We went to the toilet ,I washed my hand and we went to the coach and sat there and watched TV ....
30min later
Adrian: Oh , bye guys I need to go now see y'all later
Me: bye.😂😂😂,
Nique: bye..😮😊
Adrian: bye😃😊
Then he left .... I'm supprised they even talked to each other
Me:wat was that ,y'all just smiled and talked without saying Bich ,niggar or more bitch??😂
Nique:well ur situation made us , u know bond .....
Me:mmmm☺maybe I should cut my self more on the wrist 😐
Nique and Ayo: 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Ayo:speaking of cuts.....wat ur mamma say wen she find out u got cuts on ur wrist
Me:she ain't coming back in 5 weeks ,I think they will be fine in 5 weeks .........right??😕
Nique: Doctor Ayo ,she asking ???
Ayo:Well I think she will be alright in 6 weeks ,
Ayo started acting as a doctor all smart and shii 😂😂😂
😀😀😂😂😂😂
Ayo:do y'all have an Apple for ur doctor hey??😏
Me:dumb ass, Apples are for the TEACHERs....
Nique:dumb😂😂😂😂😂ass😂😂
Ayo:oh well dang😑😂.. .
And we all laughed dumbly.😂😂😂, And black ,I Wass out ....
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I woke up seeing an angry nique Infront of me
Nique:gurl ,dang wake up !!😕
Me:mmm,wat??
Nique:I almost left u on the couch ,coz u out here sleepin like u haven't slept in 10 years😕😒
Me:where Ayo??
Nique: nahh he gon , LETS GO TO SLEEP ITS 10 PM,WE GOIN TO SCHOOL TOMORROW
Me:omg ,I ain't ready to face Teo 😷
Nique:well , U won't be able to face me coz it will be gon after I beat tf outt of it if u DONT WANNA GET UP !!!
"Oh😮"I got up ,me and nique went upstairs ,I showerd and wore my lil shorts and my crop top ,I went under the covers
Me: nique,move over u too close ,i can smell ur braces. . 😏
Nique:shut up 😒😒
Me:night night😴😴😻
Nique:night😹😽...
