I'm Better With You {Bughead}

•Just Let Me In•

{Jughead}

Do you ever feel like things are too difficult to control, that feeling you get when things seem to out of place. Sometimes you even feel like your sinking, deep deep down until  there's nothing else at the bottom? Because that's exactly how I feel right now...

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"Betty, I don't know what to do, should I call an ambulance?"The bleeding from her hands has gotten worse. I don't know what to do, or what to even say for that matter. But all she did was look at me like I just stole candy from a child

"Jughead, I'm fine really." She said as calmly as possible. Ya sure Betty. Fine is definitely the word I would use.

"Okay, Betty I'm going to act like you didn't say th-."    

"I'm on my period." What the fuck kind of excuse is that?

I don't know what to do, should I scream, or cry from all the anger? Ugh. "Betty, I get that I'm a guy and you probably think that I don't know shit about what you just said, but last time I checked, you're not supposed to bleed from your hands"

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{Betty}

well fuck.

I don't know what to do. His perfect eyes are just like an ocean that I would gladly like to explore, and his hair-oh god his hair- the way it falls just the right way from underneath of his crown shaped beanie makes me hypnotized. I could look at his face all day...

"Betty?"Jugheads words snapped me out of my thoughts. I don't want to tell him about the marks on my palms. Not like this in least.

"Just go away Jughead" This isn't what I want, I want to be able to tell somebody. I feel like I'm constantly drowning from all of the pressure that's put on me from my parents, I don't know what to do anymore. It all makes me feel worthless. I just want it to stop...

"No Betty, you need to tell me what's going on"
"I SAID GO AWAY" Shit. What have I done, he's never going to talk to me ever again.

"Whatever you say Betty" That I as the last thing he said before to turned around to leave, taking both my breathe and my heart with him.