chapter 14. more sorrow

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the fly home was really..........i have no words  for it. at one point i fell to the ground. i had to walk home. i couldnt eventhink properly. i just slipped my headphones on indide my hoodie i had on for some reason and walked. i couldnt even cry. i had no more tears left.. There was one certain song on my iphone that just matched the little scene we just had...... then came the tears i had thought i lost. i couldn't  take it. why was i such a horrible person.

step one you say we need to talk

he walks, you say, sit down it's just a talk

he smiles politly back at you

you stare politly right on through

some sort of window to your right

he goes left and you stay right

between the lines of fear and blame 

you began to wonder why you came

where did i go wrong i lost a friend

somewhere along in the bitterness

and i would have stayed with you all night 

if i known how to save a life

when i got home my sister were there. watching mean girls.

'' hey bloss'' said bc

'' hi blossy chan'' said i cant let them see me like this

'' hiiiii guys'' i sadly smiled

'' OMG WHAT THE FUCK HAPPED TO U''

'' BLOSSOM.. ru uok. you have a big hand shaped bruise on your face and you look like a melting panda .''

''' nothing !!!!!!!! i'm fine.''

i run up stairs and lock myself in my room.id be so much better here.

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