It was going on 6 o'clock in the morning in I was sitting in the middle of the bed waiting on Ivan to come home every since he got out he never home and when he is here we don't talk he just act like I don't exist which makes me worry about our relationship a lot I feel like we drifting apart I know our relationship it's perfect but I love him and I don't want to give up on us
I heard the front door slam before he came into the room and he cut the light on
I watched his every move as he took off his shoes and his necklace without him even giving me a second glance
I bit down on my lip hoping he would say something to me but instead he went to bathroom ignoring me like always
I looked down at my growing stomach I'm now 7 Months and I was getting bigger by the day
I felt my tears coming down my face and heart started beating fast I started taking deep breaths to calm down the doctor said I been putting to much stress on my baby as it is
I heard the bathroom door open so I sat up right so I could cris cross my legs and I still had my head down so he wouldn't see me cry
"Why you not sleep" my head shot up hearing him speak to me which felt like forever I never thought I would miss hearing his voice so much
"I-I was waiting up for you" I said so low that it was almost a whisper
"For what" He asked looking in the dresser for some boxers
"Cause I was worried" I said looking up at the tv then back to him
"I'm grown I can handle my self just worry about being pregnant" he said now in his night clothes getting ready to turn the light off but stop when I said
"Why" I asked him with so much hurt in my voice I could barely talk
"Why what man" he asked looking at me irritated
"Why you treat me like I'm your enemy? Am I that bad of a person huh? I mean I try I really do I know your not happy with some of things I did but I never slept around I may have talked to Calvin but I never sleep with him and shot was just a friend if that's why you treating me like I'm Shit.....I love you i always loved you but it seems like you just hate more by the day what I can I do to make you love me back just tell me and I'll do it but please don't keep pushing me away" I said pouring out my heart with tears coming down my face like a river
He just stood there with a look i never seen before he rubbed his hand down his face and with his head down he said
"Leave" I looked at his confused
"W-what" I asked looking at him crazy
He didn't say nothing he walked to the closet and grabbed bags and started backing my stuff I got out the bed and grab his hand
"Stop...talk to me why are you doing this to me.........to us"
"Cause you deserve better" he said so low I almost didn't hear him
"What are you talking about" I asked still trying to stop him from packing more of my stuff
He stop and turned to me he looked down in rubbed the back of his head before looking back up to me
"I'm no good for you... you think I like being this way....no but this is who I am honestly I love you I love so damn much that it's killing me seeing you wait up for me every night while I'm out doing stuff I know that will break your heart Kay baby your such a blessing and your caring my baby and I don't want my baby to grow up thinking this how a man suppose to treat her......I only want what's best for even if that mean I got to let you go and you be with somebody else" he wiped the one tear that fell from his eye before walking out the room......seconds later returning with a big black book bag and a set of keys
"Here's 50,000 in cash I set you up a bank account with 100,000 in it that will be 20,000 put in it every month also I got you a black on black Jeep" I looked down at everything he gave me with tears in my eyes
"So you had everything plan out huh?" I asked looking down at keys still before looking back to him
"I knew this day was gone come" he said looking down still
"Pleas don't do this ivan" I grabbed for him but he only pulled away
"Goodbye Kali" He said before he turned around and went into the bathroom
I stood shock and with a tear stain face before I started packing my stuff into the Jeep after I got done with everything I got in the car where I seen a note laying on the dash bored with a red bear
"I knew this day would come soon where I stopped being selfish and let you go for your own good so here a passport to where ever you want to go just go far from here and take good care of my baby girl and maybe we'll meet again some day
P.S
I'm always love you 😍❤️💋
I looked down at the paper before kissing it knowing that is will be the last piece of Ivan I would have
I started up the Jeep and looked down at my belly
"How about we go to Florida baby girl" I said rubbing my stomach pulling out the driveway but as I was leaving I seen Ivan looking down at me
I glanced at him before he closed the blinds and cut the light out I sigh before pulling into the road
"Well Florida here I come"
💙💚💜❤️THE END❤️💙💚💜
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