||~Promise~|| ¤ZM Love Story¤

Chapter 23- Selfish

*Azra's P.O.V*

Guys like him can never change. Never. Just for a moment there I thought he is changed. Having a great night and to know that its all a lie, really sucks.

I almost forgot dad and mom, when I was with him. But now when everything makes sense, Im scared. Im scared because I've never been out at night. With a guy. With a stranger. Without my parent's permission.

God, kill me right now. How can I be so careless?

We were no more in the terrace. We came back down and now we were in a room that looked like the hall. My glare never left my face and so is his frown. When ever I ask something he only tries to calm me down but never answered, "So it was all just a set up huh?", I asked the same question in a different way hoping to get some answers.

He sighed, "In a good way doll", he reasoned and I scoffed, "Do you know what might happen? My mom will be furious! My dad will be dissappointed! What if, what if they abandon me?! Oh my..", I listed them with tears clouding my vision at the thought of my possible future. For some reasons, they have a hard time understanding me. I looked at the time to see, '10:45pm', making a soft sob escape my lips.

Zayn rushed to me with a smile he was trying so hard to prevent, "Hey..hey..", he cooed and his voice sounded as if he was biting back his laugh. I pushed his hands away, "Are you finding all this funny?!", I barked and he looked at the ceiling still with the same look. I shook my head, "Your unbelievable, your the worst!"

I kept on ranting of how inhuman he is behaving. But he was just looking at everywhere, biting his lips, trying not to laugh. I sniffled, "You still like hurting me dont you?", I asked and his look immediately changed.

He looked at me with a look that said something that I couldnt clearly put my finger on, "What? No of course not doll! I-I just wanted to..wanted to..", he found it hard to complete his sentence when I glared at him, "Wanted to?", I sneered and he licked his lips, "I-I yeah, I wanted to spend some time with you just like how I said in the phone you know?", he asked, nervous evident in his voice and eyes.

I nodded and he did the same at me, "So yeah, and-", "And you thought kidnapping me would be okay?", I asked and he looked at me confused, "Kidnap?", he asked and I shook my head, "Whats the difference between you and a kidnapper? Oh yeah, a kidnapper would've killed me physically and your killing me mentally", I bitterly chuckled in the end while he just shook his head, "Listen doll, I-I really wanted to spend some time with yo-", "I get it! But what I dont get is, why cant you do it straightly and not in some mysterious way?", I asked and he just looked at me sternly, "I asked you straightly last night didnt I?", he asked with a strict tone.

I blinked, "Y-Yeah! But I said you a clear no, right?", I turned the question to him and he glared at everywhere but me, "I didnt know you would make such a big scene for this, yo-", I interrupted his speech by grabbing his collar taking both of us in utter surprise, "So first you kidnap me here, and when Im stuck not knowing what to do, you say I cause a scene? Huh? I should've known your not a guy to change, your the same kind of arrogant, slimy, conceited, selfish, egotistical guy who never cares about others", I sneered at him looking closer in his eyes.

His eyes flared with anger, hurt and..................lust? Because he is staring right back at my eyes with some sort of disgusting hunger. His eyes kept on flicking from my eyes to lips. My heart raced faster as I looked more and more into his hungry eyes.

I immediately let go of his collar and stepped back gasping a good amount of breath. His eyes never left mine and my heart never decreased its pace, "So you do know Im selfish eh?", he asked with a deadly smirk and my knees fell weak, "How could you even expect me to change doll? I mean, why would I even change and whats there to change in me?", he asked as if thats the most abnormal stuff in this earth and my eyebrows scrunched up in confusion. How come he is agreeing that he is not changed? I thought he'd come up with an excuse. But his actions are reminding me of the Zayn I first met.